CARDRUNNERS

What's Your Edge

PEACHY KEEN!!

November 27, 2008

I'm on the worst run of my life right now. Aside from my EPT London score nothing has been going right for the last 2 months. Every shot I take at railheaven barring 2 has ended in me losing $100k, with a total loss of $450k. On stars every time I play $100/200 on stars I've gotten setup or coolered resulting in a total loss of about $120k. On $25/50 and $10/20, I've been running mixed good and bad but generally terribly, resulting in a loss of about $200k at these stakes over the last 2 months.
I'm going to put my next video series on hold as its very difficult to teach when I don't even have confidence in my own game.

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Nov 27, 08 16:01:46

"I don't even have confidence in my own game"

Think that says it all bud. I have seen you pwning stars hard in the past - was very sick - revisit that, imo wasn't a heater.
GL

LesW

Nov 27, 08 20:52:26

FWIW this isn't my worst downswing in terms of dollar amount lost (the \$1.3 mill at 200/400 PLO was) but its been the longest lasting and most mentally draining for sure.

Eric Liu

Nov 28, 08 02:24:50

hope you make it thru and get out of that hole
gl

Zabuza1

Nov 28, 08 06:32:09

Understandably you don't want to make vids at the moment but let's hope you're back before too long - your's were amongst the best on this site in terms of commentary and insight. GL.

matnewman

Nov 28, 08 11:08:06

why doubt urself wen u already know ur amazing?

nknowles

Nov 28, 08 20:53:19

I believe in you eric lui.

shmellychode

Dec 4, 08 02:09:09

Go play live tourneys for a bit and forget about the online cash.

Feeder

Dec 19, 08 00:38:05

hit some SnGs and build your confidence back up. If you've done it once, you can do it again.

...I'm still trying to learn how to get there for the first time.

Raider8

Dec 19, 08 00:38:06

hit some SnGs and build your confidence back up. If you've done it once, you can do it again.

...I'm still trying to learn how to get there for the first time.

Raider8

Dec 19, 08 04:17:34

I would grind 10/20 and even a little 5/10 just to post some wins and regain confidence. I had a similar stretch where i had never been so frustrated and out of no where it turned around and I went on a huge rush.. The same will happen to you..

cpar1

Dec 22, 08 12:21:19

you shouldnt have killed and eaten that crocodile, karma and all that eh

Papillon