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David Benefield : Poker Blog
March 11, 2009

"There is nothing either good or bad, but thinking makes it so."
-Lao Tzu
 
It is all a matter of perception. When Shakespeare uses this in Hamlet, Hamlet is discussing the 'prison' that is Denmark with Rosencrantz.
 
"Why then 'tis none to you; for there is nothing either good or
bad, but thinking makes it so. To me it is a prison."
 
Many agree that Hamlet is merely wishing for a state of blissful ignorance, so that is one way to look at the quote.
 
Morality, good, bad. What do these words mean? Where did the idea of good and bad come from? This brings us back to perception. If I was raised as a Jihad terrorist or whoever we are at war with or whatever, I would probably think I was doing God's work by blowing up an American building. As an American, I inherently think this is a ‘bad’ thing for someone to do. The way I was raised, the things society has ‘taught’ me has created my perception of good and bad.

The Christian religions have laws and commandments that must be followed for one to get into heaven. These religious views are prevalent in western thought, and influence the way many view the idea of ‘good’ and ‘bad’. With no religion, no society influencing us, we would have no perception of what was ‘good’ and ‘bad’.
 
In a more primitive time, let us imagine no rules, no societal laws, and no religion. Let us look at two men, who are both interested in the same woman. These men fight to the death, with the victor gaining favor of the woman. This was very likely a standard practice thousands of years ago before the institution of some semblance of order. It was considered normal, and would not be viewed as ‘bad’, and would very likely be viewed as ‘good’. The victor would likely gain favor in his tribe for defeating a rival, and with that death comes the life of another, with the help of the woman of course. Darwinism is now coming into effect, and the tribe will be made stronger for the future.
 
If this happened in today’s society, the victor would be jailed, and likely be given the death penalty. What they had done would be viewed as ‘bad’. Why is this? The society in which we live has a strict set of laws, regulations. It has been taught to us that murder is a crime, and a bad deed. We look upon these people with contempt, and label them as criminals, soon to be forgotten. By all means, send them to prison to enjoy the showers.
 
Now, I have little to no education as far as studying philosophy, ancient thought, or Buddhism. I have read a book here and there, and am certainly interested in the ideas presented, though I claim to be no authority on the subject. Look at this more as a freshman intro to philosophy paper. I read Tao Te Ching about a year ago on recommendation from my roommate Joe, and it opened my mind to the idea of Buddhism, ‘the way’, and living/thinking in the present, focusing on what is happening now instead of worrying about what will come tomorrow, or the troubles of yesterday. These are all very interesting concepts that aren’t commonly thought of in western civilization, and I hope to study eastern philosophy when I return to school next fall.
 
Leo Buscaglia said, “Worry never robs tomorrow of its sorrow, but it always robs today of its joy.” This comes back to the idea of living in the present. If we are focused on what we think will happen tomorrow, we forget to be conscious of what is happening NOW, right this moment. We miss the little things that can bring us joy while focus on only thoughts that will bring us pain. This goes back to Buddhism, and the idea of suffering. The first noble truth in Buddhism is “suffering exists.”
 
I am getting off topic a bit, so let us get back to Lao Tzu. You see, the idea of good and bad is entirely in our minds. Had we not been brought up in the specific environment we live, we could have vastly different perceptions of what these words mean, or if they mean anything at all. Do not confuse this though. This doesn’t mean without society there would be chaos. Human beings by nature express and feel emotion. We feel comfort holding someone in our arms. We feel pain when someone close to us is taken by death. We feel jealousy when someone is contesting our love of another. We would still experience these emotions with or without societal laws.
 
Well, perhaps this does mean there would be chaos. Regardless of emotion, or perhaps.. BECAUSE of emotion, there would be chaos in the world. Emil Cioran, the brilliant, miserable intellectual, said, “Chaos is rejecting all you have learned, Chaos is being yourself.” Perhaps HE was on to something as well. Without the laws of society that have been imposed on us since birth, perhaps the world really would be in chaos. Nothing governing our actions, no one to hold us accountable, no morality and perception of good or evil. This could very well be the definition of chaos.
 
I really had no intention of going off onto various tangents. I received a pm on facebook asking me what I thought Lao Tsu’s quote meant, and as I started writing, I realized it was something I wanted to explore for myself in a more formal way. I have thought about the quote, but never wrote my thoughts on paper. Apparently I have a lot of stuff swirling around in my head.
 
Back to the quote in particular, it can really be taken however you want it, like most things in life. I think to me, it basically means that we have the ability to control our happiness levels. We have the capability to look at things in a positive or negative light. We can be miserable and think everything sucks, the world is out to get us, and we run worse than anyone, or we can roll with the punches, so to speak. Take the bad with the good and not dwell on it. Not worry about what happens in the past, focus on living in the present, and not missing the good stuff along the way.
 
To translate this into poker thought, we have to realize that when we are running bad, it is part of the game. There will always be someone running worse, someone running better, but neither of those things matter. We must focus on US, OUR situation. The results of others are completely meaningless. It will only bring us pain worrying about how much money a friend is making, thinking you are better than them but they run like god, and that you are owed something.
 
I used to get caught in this trap ALLL the time, and was miserable because of it. I used to get upset when someone would win a big live mtt and I thought they were a stupid fish. I used to let it torture me and it really messed up my overall happiness level for quite some time. I realized over the years that comparing myself to others is completely meaningless. I mean, I could compare myself to a successful stock trader or something, and that would be absurd. Some could make or lose 100 million in a day without breaking a sweat. What good could possibly come from comparing myself to them? Why would I bother myself with comparing myself to another poker player then?
 
This is all just something to think about. I am not saying you should change the way you act, the way you think. I know it has helped me immensely to do so, but we are all different. Perhaps some of you are inspired by comparing yourself to the best, and that will urge you to work harder to achieve your goals. Perhaps you think once you have achieved those goals, you will finally be happy, if you are not already. This is another subject that I will get into another time. For now, I have to go eat some chocolate fondue. It is 35 and rainy, and baseball was cancelled, so I am staying in, reading Krishmanurti, building a fire, and making chocolate fondue with some friends.
 
-David Benefield

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lao tsurantingschaos

Mar 11, 09 20:19:19

A few comments

I don't usually bother commenting but I feel I must. Firstly it is pretty ridiculous when you say that if you were raised in a muslim country you would think that you were doing God's work by blowing up buildings... 99% of muslims do not think this way and it is pretty sad if your media has made out otherwise. I have many muslim friends. None of them have blown me up yet.

Secondly you say in the "Christian religions". There is no such thing - Christianity is significantly different to islam and judaism. These religions do share the a common heritage in the Old Testament however.

Also an important point I must stress is that in Christianity you do not go to heaven through following the law but rather through having a relationship with Jesus. Whether you have obeyed the laws or not you will go to heaven if you know Jesus.

Not meaning to be rude or anything I just wanted to put these points out there since I think you have misunderstood a couple of things.

squiloogle





Mar 11, 09 20:36:21

I have to second squiloogle. Name me a "muslim country" that feels this way. In any faith there are extreme segments, christianity, muslim, jewish....and in each case the number of these extremists is proportionally minute.

If you'd like some reading material on the Muslim faith in general or about Muslim perception post-9/11 please don't hesitate to contact me. I happen to have written my undergraduate thesis on the topic.

FishingMonk





Mar 11, 09 20:50:14

couple things

I don't mind the blog, but the first comment is right that a few of your statements are quite ignorant. But that's not a huge deal because it is your personal blog and obviously you are just trying to think through some issues. however you are going to get flamed so just headsup.

The positive thing that I took, is that despite some of your misinformation, your though process is both interesting to follow and shows your obvious intelligence. If anything use these comments and a positive thing that reminds you of why you are going to start college soon. You can take interesting courses on all of these subject, and your curiosity and intelligence will serve you well. Plus you'll be getting and education to fill in a lot of your knowledge gaps.

I was raised baptist in WV, but I took some classes on Islam at duke and it really opened my eyes. I really recommend getting out of your wheel house in college too. Take some courses on race relations or african american studies, maybe even a feminism course. I don't agree with a lot of the super liberal professors that tend to teach those courses, but you can learn a lot by being exposed to experiences and opinions very different than your own.

once again the blog is enjoyable. Especially for me who is a pro poker player, former college baseball pitcher, and also aspiring healthy eater.

cheers

themightyjim

themightyjim





Mar 11, 09 21:08:21

yea i changed, i meant crazy psycho osama terrorist type person. that was ignorant and offensive, and not what i meant at all.

David B





Mar 11, 09 21:13:52

Ah so have you actually read the Tao Te Ching? Very cool stuff. I have also read several books on Taoism and besides being brilliant the mentality preached in it regarding avoiding highs and lows of emotion is very useful in poker...

LaKeyU





Mar 11, 09 21:34:05

Running Bad ?

Reading your blog it occurred to me that many players, including myself, fall into the trap of "running bad". I think "ran bad" would be a more correct way of looking at it as the last hand doesn't affect this hand or the next...

shaymalus





Mar 12, 09 01:06:30

Muslims do think blowing up building is the thing to do.. Those say they do not are lying, which may suprise you is what they are suppose to do. Lying and decieving your enenmy are valued virtues for a mulsim. Ofcourse the US would never "lie" we just use "information warfare". Read the koran you "morans".

navila





Mar 12, 09 02:06:35

John keats

"welcome Joy and welcome sorrow"


Read it, david.

zeosgjv





Mar 12, 09 03:00:55

try and understand the tao te ching before you apply it to something. otherwise you will confuse yourself. :)

it has nothing to do with Buddhism.

wilneedheart





Mar 12, 09 03:46:55

Lao Tzu was wrong

Consider this:

You go to your first moral philosophy class at University and your professor says that you will not be graded on what you have read or what you think you know. Instead he plans to nail a live baby to the chalkboard and give everone a dart and whoever gets the dart closest to the heart of the child will get the best grade and so on.

You do not have to be a Christian or a Muslim or a Buddhist or have to think about whether this is a bad/wrong way to grade a class. You inherently know it is.

Long live the Poker Box.

banasko





Mar 12, 09 03:56:57

So what did you eat today?

JJMcJohnson





Mar 12, 09 05:28:03

I think that saying religions cause a societies' moral codes is either incomplete or wrong.

Its clear historically that religions have been updated to match their societies codes, which evidently therefore have an atheist origin.



For example, we have stereotypes that Islam is violent and Christianity is not. Evidently from reading the books they are both similarly horrific. Primarily Jesus was said to have wanted Christianity evangelising to heathens via his (armed) disciples "not with an olive branch, but with a sword"

Everyone knows that quote, but ignores it because they interpret Christianity only as far as it matches the more developed Western atheist morality.

Its certainly true that religions affect a societies morality, but I doubt there are any examples of this being anything other than regressive.

This doesn't actually contradict much of what you wrote, only that this: "with no religion... ...we would have no perception of what was "good" and "bad"" is certainly not true, and is worth picking up on because it's a common mainstay of misleading Christian propaganda.

Alexdb





Mar 12, 09 09:30:13

the part about not worrying about other people's results is excellent and worth reading twice. everyone is caught up on the religion example and is missing the point. also, i took an intro level buddhism class in college and it was really interesting material--maybe you can look into doing the same if you have some spare credit hours.

SlevinKalevra





Mar 12, 09 12:52:01

Try Michael Shermer's The Science of Good and Evil.

slmfast14





Mar 12, 09 13:53:38

rolleyes to whoever said the tao doesnt concern buddhism, go read the first quote in davids blog

red_deck





Mar 12, 09 15:47:31

Good blog.

The blog was well written and you are entitled to your own opinion.



For the haters...when MUSLIMS quit blowing up each other, killing each other during pilgrimages, suicide bombing large gatherings of people and suppressing women's rights, then get on your soapbox and talk to me about the peaceful religion of Islam.

For your next blog....discuss race and incarceration, slavery, and why women should stay in the home and not in the workplace.

LOL!

People are way to uptight :)

hitman247





Mar 12, 09 18:49:33

might want to read this

http://www.geocities.com/thenietzschechannel/tls.htm

vanbasten9





Mar 12, 09 20:03:56

Of course he is entitled to his own opinion, as is everyone else. I wasn't meaning to flame but he is obviously looking into and studying this stuff so I just wanted to point how a few misconceptions about Christianity and hope he changes his mind about Muslims. I found the rest of the post very interesting and hope you continue to voice your thoughts David.

To Alexdb: horrific things have been done in the name of both Islam and Christianity, I certainly don't deny that or ignore it. Just because things are done in the name of a religion does not make that religion inherently bad, it is the people who do these things that are bad.

squiloogle





Mar 12, 09 20:27:46

David you're blog is usually interesting in clearly deep. But you're ingnorance is hard to ignore.

wilneedheart was spot on when he said
"try and understand the tao te ching before you apply it to something. otherwise you will confuse yourself. :)".

Think before you speak man. Dont just read and regurgitate.

Saying that Osama is a crazy psycho without knowing anything about him or why the al qaeda exist just shows you are as close minded and ignorant as the people you mock.

blackclayton





Mar 12, 09 20:39:02

David said, " If I was raised as a Jihad terrorist or whoever we are at war with or whatever...." He NEVER said, "If I were a peaceful little Muslim boy being raised by a nice family in Lebanon." The truth is there are unfortunately many poor, ignorant and desperate young men pulled into a very radical form of Islam that DOES condone blowing up buildings in the name of their religion. He wasn't attacking Islam. Just those who have perverted it. The only issue I have with this comment was the "whoever we are at war with or whatever" part. It is important to know what is going on with "whoever and whatever" since there are many people in their early 20's fighting for your right to even have a blog.
Great comment by banasko. And I couldn't agree more with themightyjim on forcing yourself to explore other points of view. You are going to be force-fed a very liberal agenda and it would behoove you to seek out the truth for yourself (even if it means you might have to change your mind).Keep thinking. It is very interesting to be witness to someone figuring out who he is.
(by the way, I think the woman in the "primitive fight" example would not favor the victor, rather she would wish them both dead as to avoid being dragged off to the cave and violated)

Threescratches





Mar 12, 09 20:54:27

Threescratches I think you missed the bit where David said he edited that comment to make it clearer what he meant.

squiloogle





Mar 12, 09 21:43:27

it is always important to remind ourselves of why we are here...sacrfice from previous generations...fighting for humane way of living...if we all just lived our lives and ddint give a damn about tomorrow...the world for future generations will not be what it is for us today! we are at war for our children's right to a humane, free life.

iplayer1





Mar 12, 09 21:49:17

Ah, yes, I missed that. Glad he clarified.

Threescratches





Mar 12, 09 22:20:33

Martch 12th 2009, 8:20 PM

Evil must always be punished. Justice no matter what the cost. If we all were raised with the same values everywhere in the world... things may be a better place... Must investigate further...

doginthefog





Mar 13, 09 01:57:11

iplayer and doginthe fog, try thinking out side the box and/or moving out of the city you were raised in

blackclayton





Mar 13, 09 06:08:26

DAVID

You refer to good and bad as being ideas, asking where the idea came from. I doubt whether it is an idea though. What is good or bad is instilled in human nature as something preconceived that is not unique to any individual. For example, psychopaths do not murder because they disagree with the laws telling them not to- they do it because they fail, at that moment in time, to comprehend the feelings of their victim. They fail to benefit from human nature as others do. On the other hand, if someone were to drink-drive and they killed someone they would most likely never forgive themselves and feel great sorrow for the death of the unfortunate victim. It is for this reason that we know it is wrong to do so. It is not because we have been taught it is wrong to do so.

Your counter argument to this seems to be the fact that in a more primitive time, it was standard practice for people to murder. If we assume this is correct, it can be attributed to something other than a lack of being told it was wrong or that it was right. In primitive times, realisation of human nature's attributes was insufficient to prevent man killing man. This is why, in a legal theoretical context, Plato envisaged a perfect society where laws were created by 'philosopher kings' who by reason of superior wisdom had privileged insight into the true nature of virtue (or good/bad/morality). This implies that morality was something pre-existing that could be discovered and taught, rather than thought up and then taught. Plato saw these 'philosopher kings' as a utopian ideal that would transpose order on society, and whereby people would follow laws because they were reasonable (i.e. appealed to human nature) rather than because they were demands backed by threats.

In some situations you are right. I do not agree with you where you say that murder is wrong because we are told it is so. However, there are clear scenarios where this is not the case. For example, we drive on a particular side of the road because we are told to do so by road traffic laws, and therefore it is right to do so. This still pursues social order though.

As for the quote, "There is nothing either good or bad, but thinking makes it so.", I do not think that it is necessarily incompatible with what I have said. Thinking something is good or bad does make it so to ourselves, but it will not actually make it good or bad in an objective way. Perhaps that quote (excuse my ignorance, I have not read Tzu) was meant in a more subjective sense in that anyone can think something is good or bad regardless of how it is classified in a wider, human-kind, context. Essentially, the human mind is a blank canvass which is why people have carried out appalling acts (holocaust, Stalin's Red Terror etc etc) and often actually believed their actions to be good. Human nature can be overcome, and in that sense nothing is necessarily right or wrong regardless of who you speak to. But it does not change the fact that reasonable people in reasonable situations are guided by human nature; not what they have been taught is good or bad. Overcoming human nature is usually what makes people do bad things- the fact that they do them does not mean they are good, despite what they have been told. Finally, there is no way we have realised human nature fully. It is a continuing process that will never finish.

I have no philosophical experience- that is just my take on it. Probably anyone could tear my argument to shreds, and hopefully I would benefit from it. Obviously, in philosophy, nothing is really right or wrong. It just depends on your point of view.

David your blog is awesome- I like that what you write is not just mindless. You explore your own feelings and think publicly about the things that are important to you and everyone else. I find it pretty funny that people complain about you blogging about what you eat; if they don’t care why spend 5 mins reading it?

CHRIS

CarlMurray





Mar 13, 09 06:11:12

'To Alexdb: horrific things have been done in the name of both Islam and Christianity, I certainly don't deny that or ignore it. Just because things are done in the name of a religion does not make that religion inherently bad, it is the people who do these things that are bad.
squiloogle'

^ on the money.

Just a thought for Hitman and the anti-islam crowd:

There's been more blood shed in 'Christian' societys than in Islamic ones. In fact if you look back, people in the Islamist countries were no-where near as persecutory of other faiths.

Course one day the Eurodonks had to discover The New World and now we've got new equally pointless crusades for doginthefog and iplayer to endorse. As for the comment about securing your kids' safety, do you not get the feeling that a few more people might be angerier than they would have been before outsiders destroyed their homes?

AceSweaty





Mar 13, 09 09:53:13

"To Alexdb: horrific things have been done in the name of both Islam and Christianity, I certainly don't deny that or ignore it. Just because things are done in the name of a religion does not make that religion inherently bad, it is the people who do these things that are bad.
squiloogle"

You must have missed the point of what I wrote. You say that bad people doing bad things in the names of their religions does not make the religion inherently bad, so you must be able to see that good people doing good things in the names of their religions DOES NOT makes those religions inherently good.

The core of the Abrahimic religions is the claim to a divine word of God in their holy books. THAT is what the religion inherently contains; and if you believed it, you wouldn't overlook or 'reinterpret' a single word.

Those books are the part that is horrific (just try reading them), and the fact the our societies enforce good moral behaviour on the continuing patrons of those religions such that they go as far as to change what they say they believe, does not mean that the religions themselves, as per their origins and the books, are not horrific. And it certainly does not mean that they deserve any mature, adult, sensible part in a discussion of progressing modern morality.

Alexdb





Mar 13, 09 16:12:54

CARL MURRAY YOU ARE 100% RIGHT. BRILLIANT COMMENT. IT IS HUMAN NATURE THAT DEFINES THE SOCIETY WE LIVE IN.

To navila: You are an ignorant racist who should be kicked off this site

It is a common misconception to think terrorists commit atrocious acts for God or their religion. The truth is terrorists commit such acts (even suicidal ones) for themselves. Terrorists are sad unhappy people. They feel unfulfilled and powerless to alter the world around them. All terrorists are seeking a meaning and a purpose to their lives. They seeks to be recognised and remembered. Whilst it is true to say this of many people (ironically conspiracy theorists for example) terrorists are the most extreme form. Only with this mind set can a cause such as Islamic extremism have an influence on a person.

However whatever you think of Islam it is not the root cause. Take the recent shootings in Germany. The motivation for this individual to commit such an atrocity is the same as for the terrorist. Both result from a lack of self-fulfillment. Thus I must disagree with David.

Excellent blog though please keep it up.

Yarders





Mar 14, 09 13:19:28

you need your own forum

MGMGRAND





Mar 14, 09 21:53:26

I think Raptor is guilty of not expressing his thoughts well enough. I don't think he meant to judge or put a label on any religions, he was trying to make point about the environment you are raised in or how it affects how you see the world. i thought it was clear what he meant and I was surprised people took offense to it. I loved the post. The idea that happiness is in your mind is a thought that I've had for many years.

cuervo





Mar 14, 09 22:34:55

blackclayton would you like to add anything of any substance to your comments of thinking outside the box or advising me to move house? pretty pointless comment...

iplayer1





Mar 15, 09 04:09:22

Uhhhh dont publish stuff u wrote while (insert vice here)

David i appreciate your thought process here, that you are looking for meaning, but you are way off track. In life there is good and evil. You either work for one or fight against the other. Religion is an institution like a philosophy at a university campus, it is not what Christianity is. Religion is what people who claim to know God use to manipulate and exploite others. I hope you find what you are looking for, i did and it changed my life.

tennet





Mar 16, 09 06:45:33

I have not read the comments above.

An excellent post.

Life is about your perception of the world, and this perception is based on your background, upbringing and level of intelligence.

Religions are like shoes. Eskimos wear fur boots, Cowboys wear cowboy boots, Arabs wear Sandals. All these different types of shoe serve the same purpose. A true religion must be tangible, and not a man made house of prayer.

My religion / God is 'Mother Nature'. I was born of the soil and will return there. Nature supports my life; without Nature I am nothing. Nature is a God that we MUST believe in, and pray to by living in harmony with our natural environment; not poisoning the seas or land or air. If we do not live in harmony with nature, but destroy it, as we are doing now, then we destroy ourselves.

Karl Marx was correct in saying that religion is the opium of the people. It is an elixir for everything. The more we advance in our knowledge of the world, the more religion becomes obsolete. Religion gives people hope and that's why there will always be Religion. My religion is tangible. It gives life and takes it. It will never become obsolete.

Religion should be a way of life; not praying and wasting time building Houses of Prayer, to make the religion tangible. Live in harmony with nature, and your surrounding environment.

razboynik





Mar 16, 09 06:57:50

Religion is the most powerful tool, created by Man, to control humanity. The intelligent minority have always controlled the majority, and religion is the most effective way to do that.

Another modern religion is the television or the Pub. It's all about 'control'.

razboynik





Mar 16, 09 18:15:39

as Tolle says in The Power of Now, 'there are no problems, just situations."

jgunnip





Mar 17, 09 01:00:24

Beautiful post, David

"...comparing myself to others is completely meaningless."

Keep digging, keep peeling back the layers of the onion we call reality. And remember David to stop, just stop, many times, everyday, physically, mentally, stop. In stillness alone we see what is.

-- Tommy

TommyAngelo





Mar 19, 09 10:56:52

david you should try reading some nietzsche...his stuff on the whole judeo-christian morality is very interesting. try Beyond Good and Evil as well as On The Genealogy of Morality.

also the quote "There is nothing either good or bad, but thinking makes it so." reminds me of Milton`s line in Paradise Lost (which i highly recommend as well) when Satan speaks to the other rebel angels saying that "The mind is its own place, and in itself, can make a Heaven of Hell, a Hell of Heaven."

the 3 works i`ve listend here have all changed my outlook and philosophies on life so i highly recommend them...i think you`ll at least find them interesting.

DrSatisfaction





Mar 19, 09 15:48:11

what the hek u guys talking about?

rookie





Mar 23, 09 07:28:11

Very interesting post. The quote "There is nothing either good or bad, but thinking makes it so" is very interesting. The question of right or wrong, good or bad, is a subjective one. It is our perception of things that makes them good or bad and what is good in someones view may be bad in another's. While you may debate a moral question, the code you live by remains a personal one. There have been some attempts to base universal moral standards on religion, or on nature by saying that anything that is not considered natural, what ever that may mean, is bad. I dont think this is possible though. No-one is obliged to accept these moral codes and the question of right or wrong remains a subjective one

I have often thought about how much of how we see things is due to the environment we have been brought up in. Not just between different cultures but within the same as well. Many people would for example consider resorting to violence to be acceptable in situations where I most definitely would not. I have often been stunned by how much my views on right or wrong can differ from those of people with a different background.

It is also interesting to note how much of western moral standards are based on Christianity, even if we dont always fully realize it and even for people who are not religious themselves. Think of our reactions to nudity and sex. We tend to think that in many less developed countries and cultures peoples actions are based more on religious beliefs but we forget how much it is so for us too. We have been taught that certain things are bad eventhough there doesnt always seem to be a rational reason behind it.

As for men fighting over women and the acceptance of violence, we dont have to go too far in history for this to have been acceptable. A century or two is enough, duels were accepted in many societies as a legal means of settling all kinds of disputes. And Im sure even today you will find a lot of neanderthals who think it is ok, or even expected of them, to beat up someone who says something bad to their girlfriend.

SubZero616





Mar 23, 09 09:10:41

Subzero,

Further evidence of the fluid nature of rightness and wrongness can be found within any individual. Do any of us believe in or act on exactly the same set of rights and wrongs that we did a few years ago? Or when we were children? Everything always changes, and that includes every individual's ethical outlook.

Tommy

TommyAngelo





Mar 23, 09 12:46:37

Very true Tommy.

SubZero616





Apr 1, 09 00:39:43

The basis of right and wrong, is built on personal experience. As we feel pain, pleasure, guilt, and various other emotions we develop a sense of empathy which leads to a more personal sense of right/wrong. And of course human interaction shapes this sense greatly.

pmilanov





Apr 5, 09 05:13:26

interesting thread.

just read through some of ur blog. love ur vids, blog seems cool, etc, but have to agree w/ most of the comments here...

u just blatantly assert, basically take for granted, that ur view of morality is correct, and that Lao Tsu's comment is virtually self evident.

On the contrary, this issue of morality is a great and deep one, that has been debated at length over the centuries.

"This is why, in a legal theoretical context, Plato envisaged a perfect society where laws were created by 'philosopher kings' who by reason of superior wisdom had privileged insight into the true nature of virtue (or good/bad/morality). This implies that morality was something pre-existing that could be discovered and taught, rather than thought up and then taught."

This comment from one of the posters explains the other side, which many incredible intellects accept as truth. Morality is not conditioned on ur society, time, place, how u are brought up, etc, but instead exists outside of and beyond all these earthly references in the great Platonic sky, if u will.

In my view, it comes down to whether or not a God exists (another pretty hotly contested issue, I'm sure u'd agree :) ). If He does not exist, then I agreee completely w/ ur thoughts. But if He does, and He is a good and just God, then morality and goodness stem from His being, and are clear to us all. In this case, murder is clearly wicked and evil, not because of how society has conditioned us, etc, but b/c good and evil actually are real, in the Platonic sense, and murder is clearly contrary to the good.

You seem somewhat familiar with your side of the argument. I would just encourage you to now take the time to study in depth the opposing arguments, as set forth by some of the greatest thinkers and philosophers who have written throughout the centuries, who believe the exact opposite of Lao Tsu, that there distinctly exists the good and the bad (and the ugly- :) sorry, couldnt help it!), regardless of how one thinks of them.

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Apr 5, 09 19:40:48

Most people are hypnotized and brainwashed by their conditioning. What they consider good or bad is really just a reflection of their conditioning, and that's unfortunate.
In order to truly be conscious you have to constantly question your conditioning. True awareness comes from observing your thoughts not from believing you are your thoughts.
Most people are scared to death of really questioning their conditioning. Because their identity is wrapped up in their conditioning.. And if they realize it's not true they'll get scared because they won't know who they are then. That's why it's always easier to emphasize differences instead of similarites.

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March 09, 2009

Day 26
 
Lazy Fatass

Day 27
 
Lazy Fatass
 
Day 28
 
100 minutes BJJ
 
Day 29 March 09
 
90 mins BJJ
 
Squats
 
1x6x135
1x5x155
1x5x175
1x5x205
2x5x215
 
So I haven’t done proper squats since high school, and I feel like back then, I didn’t get anywhere near ass to grass. I have flipped through starting strength, and figured I would get some proper squats in. After like 3 months, my workout equipment has finally arrived, full on squat rack and deadlift platform with lots of heavy weights. Again, I am not trying to get huge, but I figure these can’t hurt.
 
I didn’t really know how much weight to do since I haven’t done this in forever. I feel like I have always been pretty naturally strong, especially in my legs. This went pretty well until the second to last set. I really struggled on the 5th rep and I felt like my form may have been compromised slightly. I started to feel as if my right side was dipping slightly lower than the left, and my upper back was pretty sore as I was racking the weights.
 
I took about 3 minutes between my 5th and 6th sets, then got to the same spot and really had to power through that last rep. I was thinking about doing bench as well, but after the jiu jitsu workout today and squats for first time in years I was pretty exhausted. I think I am going to eat some red meat, shimp, veggies, and quinoa while watching 24 and letting my body rest. I felt pretty happy with the numbers I put up today for not having lifted in a while, and hopefully I can see some quick improvements. I am def a little on the skinny side. I am a little worried about bench, I have always had shoulder issues and never really did barbell bench. I got up to 4x8x70 on the dumbbells back when I tried to act like I was working out a bit, so we will see what I can do with the barbell stuff.
 
I took a couple good days off before getting back into the swing of things. I spent most of my time sleeping off hangovers and eating brownie fudge sundaes, as well as del friscos bread and butter. I am back on eating healthy, as it just genuinely makes me feel better, but I am too lazy to log every meal at every time. For the most part it will be all the same stuff, as I really enjoy what I am eating. I will probably be going out to eat twice a week now, but will lay off the dessert and only do that once a week.
 
I am excited to have all my equipment set up now, so I can start doing some good lifting workouts. I think throwing in something at the end of the day after my jiu jitsu and stuff will be really good for me. I don’t think I can do my workouts in the morning before baseball mainly because I have to throw BP a lot and I don’t think I can handle multiple sets of deadlifts, squats, bench, then go throw 200 pitches at bp. Usually when I am done I can ice my arm, then feel fine during jiu jitsu and great later that evening. Hopefully it won’t interfere with my lifting.
 
I am not entirely sure how serious I am going to take the lifting stuff. My copy of starting strength should come in the mail tomorrow (left my other copy in vegas) and I can start putting together a good routine. I am thinking bench, squats, deadlifts for now, and I might try to add power cleans. I also want to continue doing kettlebell stuff in addition to the barbell routines, as I think I get a really good workout from that, and it will assist in MMA type practices.
 
On to non workout stuff, I made a cardrunners video today! I haven’t really made on in a while, but I figured I would. It is 4 tabling 25-50 NL 6max, something I haven’t done in quite some time. I think it turned out OK, not amazing, but certainly some cool hands and spots. I tried to tone it down a little bit as my overaggro spaz 3 betting on the button doesn’t work as well when everyone has watched the vids and knows how to react to it and play back etc etc.
 
Baseball has been going well, we had a tournament this weekend and went 3-1. We beat out a couple mid sized public schools, and ended up losing the finals 18-11. We can sure as hell hit the ball, but our pitching could use a little work. Overall I am enjoying it thoroughly, and am extremely happy I decided to change it up and do this. It is a little annoying not being able to travel, and the hours are a lot longer than I expected, but it is definitely worth it.
 
I have a few other things I want to talk about, but I will save them for another time. I will likely start to get a little philosophical over the next couple weeks in my blog posts, I have been reading more.. intellectually stimulating books over the last few days, and I will share some thoughts sometime this week. See you guys soon.
 
-David

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March 06, 2009

Yesterday I picked up my 08 IS-F. It is awesome, I am really happy I decided to switch over to that from the jeep. I mean, the srt8 is a great vehicle, I just am really more of a car person than an suv or truck person. It drives great, is super fast, and is very nice on the inside. I highly recommend it. I will have to drive it for a few weeks before I can see how it stacks up to the E63 amg. They are pretty similar off the line 0-60, I think the AMG is SLIGHTLY faster, but not by much. Both cars are pretty ridiculous. Anyways, I am having fun with it.
 
Also yesterday I got accepted into St. John’s college in Santa Fe, where I will be attending next fall. I had a feeling the interview went awesome, and got a call the next day to say I was in. This is great news for me, because it means I am not too stupid to become educated. Seriously though, I am really looking forward to this change in my life, and I think the unique program at St. John’s is exactly what I am looking for. The fact that the school is in a relatively secluded city, is 20 minutes from snowboarding, and is absolutely gorgeous doesn’t hurt things either as far as I’m concerned. They also have a pretty serious jiu jitsu teacher there every day working with the students, so I can continue with that, and hopefully make some good progress. Oh yea, I get to begin my path to becoming an intellectual as well. Cool.
 
Today we had the first game of our home baseball tourney. I don’t really do much during the varsity games other than offer moral support and tell the kids to stop dipping, but it is still a lot of fun. Our catcher, Eric, went yard for his first time ever for a 3 run shot, then during his next at bat, swung at a neck high fastball and put it over the fence AGAIN. I mean, for your first HR, might as well follow it up with another, amirite? It was a wayyy closer game that it needed to be, but we eked out the win 9-8 in the bottom of the 5th (only 105 minute game clock in these tourney games).
 
Also today I tried the P90X kenpo X workout. I know some of you guys are skeptical of p90x and say all that stuff is crap, but there is absolutely no way I get a better workout running, biking, interval training while doing running/biking, etc. You are constantly moving your entire body, fluctuating the heart rate, etc. I feel like I want to die during the middle, but really start feeling great towards the end, and feel fantastic right now. I highly recommend at least the kenpo and cardio x programs from p90x, at least as a supplementary cardio workout instead of going for a run or whatever. I never thought something advertised on infomercials could be decent, but I really do get a great cardio workout doing this. I haven’t messed with the other stuff, and am sticking to my kettlebells for now. Perhaps soon I will give some of the other programs on there a try. After all, I am not trying to become a fatass powerlifter.
 
Tonight.. Tonight I planned on being healthy, and not having a cheat meal night, but a few of my friends decided to show up at my house and drag me to the covey, the place that has the award winning beer. I went with the Amber Ale again, and someone ordered spinach artichoke dip with garlic bread, so I ate like half of that. Someone then had the bright idea to go see the opening of Watchmen at movie tavern. Movie tavern is the movie theatre restaurant combo place that has a full bar. It is a pretty awesome idea.
 
Anyways, it was a greek orgy of food consumption. I started off with a crown and DIET coke, because as you will see, im trying to watch my figure. I had that with sour patch kids. From there, I ordered a 40oz margarita to share with the lady friend and a large popcorn. Upon finishing that, I went to the BBQ bacon cheddar cheeseburger and French fries with another 40oz rita to wash it down. For dessert, I had the large brownie fudge sundae (which is somehow incredible there). Right now I feel like I am going to die. I will likely food coma for the next 14 hours. Also, Watchmen was like 3 hours long. I highly recommend some sort of inebriation for viewing purposes, I had no clue wtf was going on the entire movie. It was interesting, and I will probably see it again to figure it out, but tonight, it was way over my head.
 
Yea, I don’t really know what to say. I expect that my NY trip will have many nights ending with me feeling this way. Today was a great day, I got a great workout in, got to watch a great baseball game, and got to hang out with good friends and consume copious amounts of delicious food and liquor. Unfortunately, I have a habit of taking my cheat meals a little overboard and going nutso. I am terrified of what will happen during the Patsy’s/Serendipity combo in a week and a half. Honestly, I think I came close to consuming 5k calories during that movie. I am going to food coma for 14 hours. Later.
 
Day 24
 
1220pm : kashi, almond milk, strawberries
 
230pm : salmon, quinoa
 
445pm : lara bar
 
635pm : 3/4 scoop whey and almond milk
 
7pm : 50 min p90x cardio, 10 min stretching
 
805pm : 1 whole banana, dried guava
 
930pm : half bowl edamame, 2 salmon nigiri, 1 yellowtail sashimi, ¾ salmon yellowtail eel avocado roll (custom order, was the shit), 1 eel avocado hand roll, 300 ml sake
 
11pm : half bottle cabernet
 
1am : handful dried guava
 
2am : 1 scoop whey and almond milk, ½ pound strawberries, handful mixed nuts
 
Day 25
 
915am : kashi, banana, almond milk
 
145pm : salmon, quinoa, apple
 
315pm : bite of brownie, 1/3 bag sunflower seeds
 
345pm : lara bar
 
540pm : lara bar
 
645pm : handful dried guava
 
730pm : 60 minute P90x kenpo X
 
840pm : whey, banana, peanut butter, flaxseed, almond milk
 
945pm : spinach artichoke dip with garlic bread, amber ale
 
1145pm : CHEAT MEAL! ½ bag sour patch kids, 60oz margarita, crown and diet, 2/3 large popcorn, ¾ burger and fries, 1 large brownie fudge sundae.
 
-David

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Mar 6, 09 06:33:06

cars...

RodeoBlue





Mar 6, 09 12:25:36

my buddy did the p90x...he skipped 2 days i think..man..he got so great results...

but its very very tought

streetfamep





Mar 6, 09 16:41:40

whats salmon, quinoa?

zackmorrisfive





Mar 6, 09 16:41:46

whats salmon, quinoa?

zackmorrisfive





Mar 6, 09 18:19:48

food tracking

if you haven't already, you should check out gyminee.com to track your food and workouts. it's the easiest way i've found to track meals and calculate cals, carbs, protein, fat on a daily basis either on the website or iphone app.

dcodez





Mar 6, 09 19:55:52

congrats on getting into college.

Taylor





Mar 7, 09 04:21:18

How do you not have pics of your car?

cntgetmedown





Mar 7, 09 14:44:22

Santa Fe Food

Go to Gabriel's (10 minutes outside Santa Fe) for the best guacamole in the world and go to Tomasita's for the best New Mexican food in Santa Fe.

DaveUO





Mar 7, 09 17:34:23

if you think the cardio x is a workout, try the plyometrics

AlwaysLimp





Mar 7, 09 20:59:09

i actually tried the p90x stuff and still use it when I can't get to the gym. Its definitely a great workout. The plyometrics was a lot of the same stuff I used to train in HS with and you should definitely give it a try.

iRock





Mar 9, 09 06:23:41

What will you be studying?

verneer





Mar 10, 09 21:32:49

i saw watchmen, watch it again, its badass

DaveR99





Mar 12, 09 21:48:35

Watchmen was pretty much 3 hours of flaccid blue superhero dong. Aside from that I thought it was pretty bad ass.

Also, wicked jealous that your town has a Movie Tavern. Know of any in NY? We have to settle for getting sloshed and taking a bus to the mall, and that's like so high school.

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March 04, 2009

Day 22
 
445am : 1 scoop whey, 8oz almond milk
 
1110am : kashi, almond milk, banana
 
200pm : salmon quinoa
 
3pm : dried guava on way to baseball practice
 
420pm : 3oz beef jerkey
 
530pm : lara bar
 
630pm : 90 mins bjj
 
835pm : protein shake, whey, pb, flaxseed, banana, almond milk
 
1120 pm : salmon, quinoa
 
100am : dried guava
 
300am : 1 scoop whey with almond milk
 
Day 23
 
1255pm : kashi, almond milk, strawberries
 
215pm : 3x9x20kg KB clean and press, 3x12x28 2 handed KB swings
 
320pm : whey, banana, flaxseed, almond milk
 
500pm : half a lara bar to tide me over
 
700pm : half of a weird Japanese potato salad starter they bring to everyone, 4 salmon nigiri, 2 toro nigiri, 2oz kobe beef, 3oz grilled seabass with a sake sauce, 1 eel avocado hand roll, 2 oz hot sake.
 
1145pm : strawberries, 2 oz mixed nuts, dried guava
 
300am : 1 scoop whey with almond milk
 
Was in Dallas for an interview with St. John’s College admissions dean, and met some friends and my dad at a sushi place called Tei Tei. It was actually quite good, the sushi quality almost on par with naked fish, and perhaps surpassing it in a few spots. The salmon nigiri might have actually been better, and I ordered a couple extra pieces. I realized tonight how much i dislike fatty beef now. I only ate 2 bites of the kobe. It was very very good, but I just didn't feel all that good eating it, I would have much preferred some bison filet. The eel and avocado handroll was also one of the best I have ever had, though it is more about quality ingredients than anything special. Sea bass was great, and the hot sake was good as well, though I don’t recall the name.
 
I have been watching 24, and am almost caught up, just 2 more episodes to go. It is such mindless entertainment, but I enjoy it quite a lot. I also put in a little mini session of 10-20 and 25-50 PLO yesterday. I got stuck like 25k, got up like 25k, then finished up like 10 after getting sucked out on in a big pot.
 
http://www.pokerhand.org/?3932412 – This hand I thought was kinda cool. I have been experimenting with 4 betting a small amount when this deep. If he goes ahead and 5 bets he can still only get in like 20-25% of his stack, and I am in position with a great hand for this situation. It is one of those things I hate dealing with, so I started doing it and am enjoying it thoroughly. I caught a gigando flop, but had an oh crap moment on turn when he snap shoved, then an oh wow im ahead AHHHHH damnit kinda thing. Funny thing about this table, I was buying in for 2500, lost it a few times, then ran it up, so if I won this pot, I would have run 2500 into 37k, and would have felt cool.
 
I think playing 25-50 HU vs random people (funny cuz his name is randominfluence [pretty sure I played him before in one game or another, I have crappy memory]) I can seemingly get a fair amount of action. It is also nice playing lower as I don’t really have to worry about gigando swings, even though during this time I had a 50k swing in less than 2k hands (plo is wicked). I also played stevesbets a bunch at 10-20. On one table he got up like 15k on me, but I got it all back in like 10 minutes and then he quit. I was still stuck on that part of my session, but it was worth it cuz I got to own him. I went to baseball practice, came back, and did a run good to finish up like 10ish on the day. Was good enough for me.
 
The interview in Dallas went quite well. I think St. John’s is the best place for me, and is exactly what I am looking for. I don’t care about partying, the traditional college experience, or any of that mess. I want to escape into the mountains of Santa Fe and study philosophy, literature, psychology, train jiu jitsu, and go snowboarding on the weekends. It seems like the perfect way to spend four years.
 
I am also selling my TX car, Jeep grand Cherokee srt8. It is a great vehicle, it’s an 07 with like 6200 miles in black if anyone wants to buy it, in great condition. I just have been driving like 80 miles a day to jiu jitsu and baseball, and don’t feel like driving a giant gas guzzler around anymore. I am probably going to find an 08 Lexus IS-F to replace it. I don’t want anything TOO flashy, but I want something nice I can go fast in that isn’t a ridiculous price. I really like my car in Vegas, but I think I would feel weird driving a nice Mercedes in Texas. The only people that have those are old people (Lexus isn’t a WHOLE lot diff, but it’s a little lower on the scale I think, at least some kids roll around in is300s and stuff).
 
I am working out details of my spring break trip around March 14-22nd. I am thinking of going to NY for a couple days to hang out with Phil and check out his new place, then head to Seville for a couple days with Jeremy to party and see a friend that is studying abroad there. It is one of those rocking chair on porch moments where I won’t regret going, even though it is pretty long trip. Doing something random like that for just a couple nights seems like something that could be absolutely awesome. I picked up pimsleur Spanish 1 and am brushing up so I can at least communicate with a cab driver.
 
That’s all I got for today, love you.
 
-David

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Mar 4, 09 10:57:31

jiu jitsu book

you mentioned in a previous blog (which I cant find) that you purchased a jiu jitsu book that was really good and helped you with some of the basic positioning and techniques. What was the name of the book and the author. I am starting to train lightly here in Nashville at Nashville MMA and I think that it would help bring me along, since I have no previous BJJ or wrestling background.

thanks
john

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Mar 4, 09 11:45:22

No Peanut Butter today?

rookie





Mar 4, 09 18:08:34

Even better link...

Your goals and lifestyle (and recent blog posts) seem to all be about the pursuit of happiness.

This is a cool video about how hapiness (and the pursuit thereof) works in our brains: http://www.ted.com/index.php/talks/dan_gilbert_asks_why_are_we_happy.html

This video is VERY good: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ERbvKrH-GC4&feature=PlayList&p=0164AE5E4C011BC7&playnext=1&index=4

Tell me what you think David.

manic





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March 02, 2009

Day 21
 
So I have been thinking recently about different viewpoints on life, how we look at the things we do. I have read quite a lot on finding ‘meaning’ or ‘happiness’ in life, and some thing have sort of struck a chord recently, and I want to talk about them. I had a long discussion with Phil about this just now, and I wanted to share a few thoughts. No one I have ever spoken with has said anything about this idea, or theory perhaps, so I felt like pounding out some words to share it. It is entirely possible I am just a crazy person, but I think I might be on to something, at least in my mind, which is what matters I suppose in something like this.
 
It is about the philosophy of regret. Lots of people that seem happy say things like, when you are on your deathbed, reflecting on your life, are you going to be thinking man, I wish I put in 4 extra hours at the poker tables when gus was on, or are you going to be thinking holy shit that party we went to was off the hoooook, I had such an awesome time blah blah.
 
Let’s say, this summer I want to go to new Zealand and spend 2 months backpacking and biking around the islands with random people. I know right now this would be an amazing experience, and something I could look back on fondly for the rest of my life. Let’s say that I could also play poker all summer, grind out a couple hundred K online. Let’s also say that I have a girlfriend, and she doesn’t want me to go, and this could cause a rift in the relationship. Looking back at 100 years old on my porch rocking chair, am I going to be thinking about how I could have grinding out a bunch of hands online and been in a relationship that couldn’t handle a 2 month break, or am I going to be thinking about holy shit that was one awesome trip I had the time of my life. If I don’t take the trip, am I going to regret not taking it? The thing about taking the trip is that there is little chance I will regret it, but if I don’t, it is very possible to have that regret.
 
The thing is, most people when reflecting on their life don’t think of something and are like wow, I wish I hadn’t taken that risk, I really regret taking that chance to do something great. A lot of people however DO think like man, I really wish I did THIS awesome thing. How come I couldn’t nut up, grab my balls, and just DO it. Why did I hold myself back? I really regret my decision to not take advantage of this opportunity. I don’t want to be in this camp.
 
Now, on to the weirder stuff that isn’t really standard. Let’s say you go on a 5 hour hike in the mountains of (insert cool mountain place here). During this time, at least for me, I am thinking, wow it is hot, I am so sweaty, ow I just got bit by a mosquito, damn I should be in better shape, I wonder what it would be like to teleport to the top, god that mosquito bite itches, etc etc. But like, when it is over, I will be all ‘wow that was awesome, what a great experience blah blah’, and any time I reflect back on that 5 hour hike, it will be like wow, that was a beautiful sunset, being out in nature was great, etc etc.
 
Now, I guess what I am getting at.. is that right at that moment, for those 5 hours, in the MOMENT, I rather be doing something else, like laying in bed watching a movie stuffed with room service. But AFTER said experience is over, it is worth infinitely more than what I got out of being a sloth watching a movie. It is strange, but those hedonistic desires are just so strong in me, and it is something I am seeking to change.
 
I compared it to working out. When I go to the gym to lift weights, it’s like ughhh this blows grrr ill try to get one more push push crap HELP ok thanks spotter tyty. Then I continue to suffer for another few sets, a few different routines, then power through a little interval training or whatever. This is not fun in the moment. Definitely rather be laying in bed with room service and movie. But AFTER I am done working out, I feel amazing, and my body looks better, my mind thinks more clearly, etc, and I keep those feelings for a couple of days. I give an hour of my time in minor suffering to get long lasting gains, and the payoff is worth it.
 
When I was in the Bahamas this January, I went scuba diving with Phil, Hac, Z, Peter, and a couple girls. There was a crowded, 50 minute bus ride we were all bitching through to get to the other side of the island where the dive shop was. There was 2 hours of buildup, instruction, etc that was exceedingly boring. I had a sinus infection, and when I went under the water, it was painful, and probably not safe. The whole time, I was like oh look a cool fish SHIT THIS SINUS PRESSURE I NEED TO GO TO TOP. So I would float up and the dive people would come grab me and force me back to the bottom of the sea. During all of this I was like ughhh when is it over.
 
However, looking back on it after the fact, even an hour later, I was glad I did it. Today, thinking about the experience, I am super happy I went. It was awesome. I got to swim under the ocean with awesome friends, and everyone had a wonderful time. You see, I don’t really think about the bad parts when reminiscing about something like that. I fondly recall my sinus infection causing me pain, it is not a BAD memory. It is something worth thinking about, and I have no regrets about going.
 
Honestly, most of you probably have no idea what I’m saying and probably think I am a raving lunatic. That is ok. It makes perfect sense in my head. Something else that might bother me though is that I cant convey my thoughts into words anywhere close to as well as I would like, and that is part of the reason I want to go back to school (if not the main reason). You see, I love to write. I love to put my thoughts into words as often as possible, even if no one ever gets to read them. It helps me to identify and explore deeper ideas that I couldn’t do just by thinking. It allows me to organize my thoughts into a more concise format, as my head is often a jumbled mess, though this is a story for another day.
 
I guess my whole point is that from now on, I am going to try to look at things from my old man on porch setting, and try to make my decision based on that perspective. It is a strange thing indeed, but I think it is something that will improve my long term happiness level greatly. Often I just sit around being a hedonistic bum focused only on what will bring me instant gratification. Instant gratification does not translate to long lasting happiness though, and I think this is where the problem lies.
 
Anyways, I wanted to kick the blog off today with that, and say that from now on I will put the food stuff all together, and then the blog stuff either at the top or bottom depending on my mood. I will try to keep the food stuff concise, but I need to do it for another couple of weeks otherwise I have a habit of u know, eating brownies and margaritas for the hell of it. Getting in shape requires quite a bit of work, especially on the nutrition end. I don’t have a problem working out an hour or two a day, but I LOVE eating. It is quite possibly my favorite thing to do. Cheers.
 
FOOD TIME ZOMG DON’T LOOK
 
200pm : kashi almond milk banana
 
430pm : 5oz bison filet, veggies, shrimp broccoli quinoa
 
530pm : dried guava
 
630pm : 105 minutes jiu jitsu with gi.
 
840pm : protein shake whey banana flaxseed almondmilk peanutbutter
 
940pm : 3 eggs 1.5 yolks
 
1030pm : 20oz margarita, half brownie fudge sundae, dried guava (my intended movie snack)
 
1am : 6oz bison and veggies
 
I woke up semi hungover this morning. Was a super long night, but had a blast. For most of the day, I layed in bed reading. I was planning on lifting, but then I remembered Sunday nights there is a jiu jitsu open mat, so I figured I would wait and then head up there and see if someone would roll no gi with me. No luck. I basically had a normal gi on class and got my ass kicked as per norm. The guy I was rolling with caught me a couple times, but I only got collar choked once today. My whole goal every time I roll with gi on is to not get collar choked. I got arm barred which was kind of annoying, but I think I am making small improvements with gi.
 
After a while of taking a beating, most everyone was leaving, and I asked if he would do some no gi for a couple rounds. He said sure, and it was a whole new world. I caught him in a triangle from top after mounting him, rolled over, and finished it all within the first 90 seconds or so. After that we went again, and he shot in on me and I caught him in a guillotine in the first 10 seconds. I felt a lot better about the night after that. It is just a whole different world. I am used to sort of ducking my head and slipping out if they start grabbing at my neck in no gi, but with a gi on they just latch on and I get ownd, then choked, then triangled, then soulcrushed. I just feel so lost with a gi on. I mean, I feel lost with no gi, but at least I seem to have a chance even against the better white belts and even some of the blue belts.
 
Tonight went to movie tavern and saw Taken. It was pretty intense. Nothing amazing or anything, but certainly entertaining. Liam Neeson is for sure a huge badass. The silly girl I was with ordered a brownie fudge sundae and like a 40oz margarita to share, so obviously I had to oblige. Sigh. I am really trying to be healthy, just doesn’t seem to always work out. Who cares, it was fun.
 
Right now it is 1240 and I just got back from the movie. I am a little tuckered out by that gigando margarita, so am going to go plop onto the sofa and get in a couple hours of reading. I am reading a wide variety of topics lately, including the god delusion, twilight (I am a nerd), the power of engagement, and a storm of swords. I find that I read a lot more when I am reading 3 different books at the same time. I can read say, 45 minutes of 3 books per day, for over 2 hours of reading, but if I just read one book, I get bored after an hour to an hour and a half. This is something new I am trying out, and so far it is something I enjoy quite a lot.
 
On the god delusion thing, one of the people that came over to my house last night is studying theology at a school somewhere up north. He is best friends from high school with one of my good friends Michael who I have been partying with quite a bit lately. Anyways, Michael said during a beer pong game that I was a hardcore atheist. Now, I am not hardcore, but I don’t believe in any higher power, and I detest when religious people try to impose their will on others.
 
Anyways, his first response was ‘well whatever he thinks he is WRONG’. I honestly didn’t really know what to say, or if I should be offended. He seemed like a super intelligent, very nice kid, but then he dropped this bomb on me and I had nfi how to even respond, and instantly hated him. I simply told him I don’t discuss religion or lack thereof in a party setting, as it is often (actually always) a big time mood killer. No one is going to change their belief system during a drunken night, and I don’t see much point arguing about it. I felt I handled the situation quite well, as a very large part of me wanted to go off on him. I could care less what someone else believes, and will never try to talk someone out of believing in a higher power of one form or another, but when they try to tell me I am WRONG for my beliefs I get a little upset.
 
That’s all I got for tonight. Love you guys.
 
-David

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regretscubareligion

Mar 2, 09 01:16:35

Awesome post, best blog out there, even if that xtra vid is hilarious, keep the diet stuff in its all good.

MUSTAFABET





Mar 2, 09 01:20:40

you're blogs are really inspiring a lot of the time......makes me think about a lot of stuff that i either dont usually think about or dont even originally want to think about because i know it will slightly depress me...one thing that ive always found to be interesting although a bit depressing is to hear peoples thoughts on their own mortality.....ne chance ud talk a bit about that in your next blog?

TheTyman9





Mar 2, 09 01:21:11

dude i feel ya totally in that moment in time ure like uhh then you look back 2 years later and say dang that was a blast...its a game of give or take you ever wanna talk baseball lemme know i play in the minors i'm a pitcher

spankykirky





Mar 2, 09 01:34:10

David

critical essays by George Bernard Shaw-read it

Nothing wrong with Atheism, I am agnostic. But trying to manage situations independent of each other so much is pragmatically destructive. I love those words, using what you know works good for you in one situation and applying it in other situations, where the thoughts dont apply. You get heated, you dont want to debate what is obviously an opposable opinion. I don't think an existentialist would be very happy with you not doing that man the favor of forcing him to justify his own thoughts. After all, it is a favor in an atheist's world....

zeosgjv





Mar 2, 09 03:28:04

I think you really hit the nail on the head here. Self-discipline is really just about finding a way to force yourself to take the necessary steps (ie: do things you don't really feel like doing) to achieve a goal. I think this is closely related to happiness and the satisfaction people get out of life.

And btw, I'm from New Zealand and highly recommend coming to visit my country. You won't regret it, and let's face it...our economy could do with some more tourism dollars =/

LingXY





Mar 2, 09 04:29:05

It seems like you are really trying to find an identity outside of poker and exploring other facets of life, which is good. I just hope that your interest in other areas is not coming from burnout as far as poker goes because you are a great player and teacher. I hope that you continue to play for a long time...

Doug Wilson 420

LaKeyU





Mar 2, 09 04:47:42

i love your blog very good read.

KingOfSuckoutz





Mar 2, 09 08:58:38

wow 10 paragraphs describing nostalgia. nh!

zuutroy





Mar 2, 09 09:12:06

FWIW I think you convey your thoughts much better than you give yourself credit for.

rewand





Mar 2, 09 11:34:32

Very enlightening bro. Definitely some truth to this concept.

MGMGRAND





Mar 2, 09 13:39:22

Can i buy some pot from you?

No but seriously this was probably like in the top 5 blog posts you've made. Keep writing about anything i'll keep reading.

overbet56





Mar 2, 09 14:35:44

first time I have ever responded to a blog post, very inspiring. took alot of my muddled thoughts on the subject and summed them up nicely(all of my regrets are where I took the path of least resistance - aka pussied out - and I definitely like the old man analogy)

cheers indeed.

GoMukYaSelf





Mar 2, 09 14:37:53

david

You are able to go scuba diving and go on all these fun trips with all these awesome people because you have worked so hard and made a great living. So please keep this in perspective. I know this isn't a blast poker blog but please keep in perspective what this game has done for you and the opportunities it has allowed for you. It is your job now to not be a slave to your computer and to take advantages of the opportunities you have created for yourself.

Take care,
Darren

dldwyer





Mar 2, 09 14:38:03

david

You are able to go scuba diving and go on all these fun trips with all these awesome people because you have worked so hard and made a great living. So please keep this in perspective. I know this isn't a blast poker blog but please keep in perspective what this game has done for you and the opportunities it has allowed for you. It is your job now to not be a slave to your computer and to take advantages of the opportunities you have created for yourself.

Take care,
Darren

dldwyer





Mar 2, 09 15:21:10

next time you hike, take some boomers, it wont be the mosquitos or fatigue if you're bothered

JahDoos





Mar 2, 09 15:36:53

Enjoy those George RR Martin novels. I wish I could read through them again for the first time. HBO bought the rights and they're currently making a pilot. Lets hope that goes well!

As for the whole death-bed thing; I think a lot like you. I want to be lazy at every given moment but it doesn't create the memories. I don't want to waste my life away which I've been doing lately. bah. I need to work on my life game.

kennyg





Mar 2, 09 15:46:34

Hi David,

I always enjoy reading your blog. I am myself trying to get rid of hedonistic habits, and have found it very liberating. It's very cool to read the same thing from someone else, as I sometimes feel most people don't bother.

Also, it's nice you're reading about the meaning of life. It's one of my favourite topics aswell. The God Delusion however was quite a dissapointment to me, as I found Dawkins to be a brilliant biologist, but a rather poor filosopher and even worse theologian. If you would like to hear my thoughts on this, email me. :)

Keep up with the blogging!

Ulysses

Ulysses





Mar 2, 09 15:55:24

If it makes you feel any better I know exactly what you're talking about. I think you kinda glossed over the best part though when you said "Instant gratification does not translate to long lasting happiness".

I'm also reading The God Delusion right now. I think it gets much more interesting about a third of the way through.

Great blog post, thanks for writing.

ben_coy





Mar 2, 09 17:12:18

is the title a final fantasy reference

h1nt0n





Mar 2, 09 17:54:37

Nice blog David, you did well to convey your thoughts. I also started reading God Delusion but I have too much on my plate so it's on hold for a while, I will definitely finish it though. Next on your list should be some Christopher Hitchens and God Created Integers... great stuff.

Hokulea





Mar 2, 09 18:15:09

"I wonder what it would be like to teleport to the top"
hahaha i ALWAYS think that when im walking.. i like the no regrets theory, can totally relate to it. and i think its super funny your reading twilight too hahahahha

ecl07





Mar 2, 09 18:36:27

travel to Nz defo if you can. I live here and honestly its an amazing country and will be an awesome experience.

pronath





Mar 2, 09 18:36:37

travel to Nz defo if you can. I live here and honestly its an amazing country and will be an awesome experience.

pronath





Mar 2, 09 22:17:15

yea i got it from FF. I think it was 8, was a really long time ago but i remember thinking the name sounded cool. seemed fitting for this post.

David B





Mar 2, 09 22:17:46

yea i got it from FF. I think it was 8, was a really long time ago but i remember thinking the name sounded cool. seemed fitting for this post.

David B





Mar 2, 09 23:22:56

Let’s also say that I have a girlfriend, and she doesn’t want me to go, and this could cause a rift in the relationship. Looking back at 100 years old on my porch rocking chair, am I going to be thinking about how I could have grinding out a bunch of hands online and been in a relationship that couldn’t handle a 2 month break


on point david B

zackmorrisfive





Mar 3, 09 00:16:16

my idol!

Buliga_Bang





Mar 3, 09 00:32:12

Dan Gilbert and others address the exact situation you are talking about when reflecting on the past. If you haven't already read it, his Stumbling on Happiness sounds a lot like what you enjoy thinking about it. I highly recommended it.

niffe9





Mar 3, 09 03:31:05

Perfect Sense

This actually makes perfect sense. I am the same when it comes to wanting to be somewhere else. So I just figured that if I always want to be somewhere else I can just be happy being where I am, I guess that is basically the power of NOW stuff working right there.

I once found an awesome talk about this on TED.com I think.. hold on..

I found it! http://www.ted.com/index.php/talks/barry_schwartz_on_the_paradox_of_choice.html

wuarhg





Mar 3, 09 05:41:42

spot on..

I think a lot of people (including myself) thinks about the experience(in that time it's not THAT great, but later on you're really glad you did it) same way you do.

great post!
gl@tables

andrewcbr





Mar 3, 09 07:12:44

did the scuba instructors not teach you how to equalize your ears?

paulboogie





Mar 3, 09 07:12:53

did the scuba instructors not teach you how to equalize your ears?

paulboogie





Mar 3, 09 13:24:58

zzzzzzzzzz yawn

rookie





Mar 3, 09 13:57:57

I think the duality youre talking about come from what your soul wants ( true self) and what youre ego wants witch is usually different. The Ego make us suffer but the soul knows we made the right choice and we feel happy.

pieton





Mar 3, 09 13:58:23

Great Blog

I love reading your blog. I find it comforting that someone with as much success as yourself goes through the same thought processes as myself.

There was a scientific paper that talked about how we look back on past experiences. Namely, that we tend to remember the positive points of past experiences. The best example I think, is how NOBODY, likes/ed school (namely high school and primary school) but often talks about how they miss those days. I often miss school days, namely the security and seeing all of my friends, but just remember hating it everyday and snap back to my senses.

Here is a similiar study if not the same one: http://www.physorg.com/news2976.html

I also think it's cool that you're an atheist. I think it's stupid to try and enforce your believes on others (which is why I have little respect for Christians in general). Anyone can believe whatever they want for closure. Being proud that you have chosen a specific religion is a stupid idea, being proud that you have made your decision is something else. Talking down on someone else's life choice is a sure way to get people to disrespect your believes. I have talked 2 of my best friends into atheism not for slandering their believes, but by talking enthusiastically about mine.

manic





Mar 3, 09 20:48:17

why dont you put a ten second bleep on each book an multi table em!!
brilliant blog..

hotrock





Apr 1, 09 00:28:29

Awesome post, very interesting and certainly a great way of thinking.

I'm not a huge health nut or anything, but you should youtube/google David Wolfe, and read the China Study.

pmilanov





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March 01, 2009

Day 19
 
10am : 1.5 cups kashi, 1 cup almond milk, ½ pound strawberries
 
11am : 90 minutes jiu jitsu. I rolled pretty much the whole time with this dude who was about my weight, but seemed about twice as big and twice as fast. He has been training 2 a days for like 6 weeks and is getting pretty good, but we had some really good rounds. This was one of my better workouts. I got him 4 times he got me 5 times, and we had some pretty intense sessions. We probably did.. 8-10 5 minute rounds, and I am pretty exhausted.
 
1pm : 1.5 scoops whey, 1 cup almond milk, 1 banana, 1tbsp PB, 2.25 tbsp ground flaxseed.
 
420pm : Lara bar
 
700pm : lots of dried guava. Nom nom
 
Was supposed to be grilling out right now, buuuut girl is slow. At least this will give the steaks a little more time to marinate. Tomorrow I am going to del friscos, and am going to see if they have any bison filets and see how much better than mine they are.
 
810pm : ½ cup kashi, 3/4 cup almond milk. Needed a little something to tide me over before dinner. Probably wont be until 930 or 10 that I get to eat. Rigged.
 
1040pm : 9oz bison filet, stir fry veggies no oil, just used water and a little teriyaki stir fry sauce, turned out very awesome. I am getting better at the filet’s as well. Mmmmmmmm.
 
1040pm on : 3 glasses red wine, 1 glass champagne
 
2am : ½ pound strawberries, ¾ scoop whey with 1 cup almond milk.
 
Day 20
 
940am : 1 banana, 1.75 cups kashi, 1.5 cups almond milk
 
12pm : dried guava
 
1pm : lara bar
 
2pm : 2 sugar cookies. One of our managers for the baseball team baked cookies for the coaches. How could I pass on that? They were some of the best sugar cookies I have ever had also. Wow. I was only planning on having 1 bite of 1 cookie, but once it hit my lips..
 
We ended up winning the game 23-10. It was like 45 degrees outside with 40 MPH winds, and any time the ball was hit in the air it would start swirling around crazily and be very difficult to catch. It was a great game, and a great way to have our home opener for varsity.
 
330pm : lara bar
 
630pm : del friscos dinner. 2 bigish pieces of bread with butter, 1 crabcake, 1 large onion ring with avocado ranch, 6oz filet, big scoop mashed potatoes, big scoop sautéed mushrooms, small scoop creamed corn, 2 glasses 05 cakebread cabernet, ½ chocolate cake, ½ lemon cake, 1 scoop vanilla ice cream. I got invited by one of my friends to go eat with his family at del friscos. TCU was having a parents weekend or something so lots of families were in town. This was a fantastic meal. I usually don’t have room for dessert, but I went easy on the bread today.
 
I didn’t like the chocolate cake that much because it had rasberries in the mousse icing. I am more of a hot fudge cake lover than the fancier mousse stuff, and I think fruit ruins the chocolate. I like very simple, very solid chocolate fudge cake and ice cream the best. It was still quite good though. The LEMON CAKE was one of the best cakes I have ever had. I have never in my life ordered a lemon cake, but this was just delicious heaven. It was super rich icing with just a hint of lemon, and with a little ice cream the flavor was heavenly. This was a very good cheat meal.
 
10pm on : 2 miller lights (pretty good for 4 games of beer pong, couldn’t miss), 3 crown and diets, 1 glass champagne
 
150am : guac and chips, prob like 12? Someone’s parents made them guacamole and they brought it over, so I had to eat some obv.
 
445am : 1 apple, 5oz bison filet and veggies. Had this leftover from 2 nights ago, and I was super hungry so it was perfect.
 
This night was a ton of fun. I had a bunch of good friends over and some fun things went down. We played a pretty intense game of jenga with 3 girls 3 guys where the loser had to take 3 shots then strip and jump in the pool in their birthday suit. Keep in mind it is like 35 degrees outside which is pretty cold for Texas kids used to 80 and sunny. Luckily (I say skillfully), I didn’t lose either of the 2 games that we played. Also luckily, both of the losers were girls.
 
To those of you that are annoyed how I talk about food in my blog so much, just skip it. I still write about normal stuff in my life, what I am doing, poker, etc, it just has a bit of food stuff thrown in between. It is the only way for me to really keep on track, as it is way too easy to just order pizza if I don’t have to write about it online. It keeps me from having too many cheat meals if I have to justify it to people that are reading. It may sound stupid, or boring, or something you are not interested in reading about, but for another 5-6 weeks, it isn’t going to change. It keeps me in line, and my blog is for me, not you. If you derive benefit from it, great! If not, well, I didn’t force you to read it, so stop whining.
 
I am not sure what my poker plan is. The last couple times I played 500-1k I sold off like half my action. I didn’t plan on playing at all, but a special someone (or sometwo for that matter) sat down and seeing how they win about 0% of the time, I felt it was a pretty good spot to sit. I figured I could fire a few shots, and if it went bad I still wouldn’t be online busto because I sold off some action.
 
Something I will get into at a later time probably is shot taking. People have all these arbitrary ideas about how many buyins you need to be playing a certain limit. These are the people that are stuck at 2-4 to 5-10 and can’t ever move up. The reason for this is the way they think about playing the higher stakes. You see, I don’t give a crap what stakes I play really. I don’t have a problem having 30k in my account and grinding 3-6 or 5-10. The money is still great. The money is better however if you take a little riskier approach. Yea, running good plays a big part, but if it doesn’t go well, there should be no reason whatsoever why you can’t drop down.
 
So many of the players at the nosebleeds right now had this mindset. I remember a few years ago I was sweating Phil Galfond playing a guy 10 lb bass on FTP at 50-100. I couldn’t understand how Phil was playing such high stakes at the time. His bankroll was MAYBE 90k, definitely not 100. I was like dude u need like 500k to sit in that game wtf man, I hope you don’t go busto! But what Phil realized at the time was that he didn’t care about losing half his bankroll, because he knew he could always move down if he lost. He cared that this was a great game for him, and one that he would be making a LOT of money in the long run. Short term variance would only set him back a few weeks, maybe a month or two of grinding smaller stuff, but a run good would set him up to continue playing and crushing higher stakes. Seems to have worked out alright.
 
I am not advocated gambling with your entire bankroll to move up in stakes. I am saying taking shots in good games when clearly underrolled isn’t exactly a terrible plan if done correctly. Don’t go off and busto your bankroll playing against someone better than you like fullflush.
 
-David

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Mar 1, 09 15:41:54

hey David,

I've been on a fitness/nutrition binge lately as well so your daily food breakdown is very interesting to me.

I found this interview with a harvard chemist/nutrition guru ( http://tinylink.com/?HOxViXBCLg ) that was posted on my gym website to be very interesting and helpful, maybe you will too

cheers
Nick

nharris





Mar 1, 09 15:42:48

oops butchered the html

link is: http://tinylink.com/?HOxViXBCLg

nharris





Mar 1, 09 18:04:12

yep i always skip through the food part. i'm not sure whether it depresses me or bores me. (depresses me cause i live about as unhealthy as possible). haha. i figured i'll just wait till i start getting fat before i worry about working out or eating healty.

gambler2k4





Mar 1, 09 18:12:41

why is fullflush1 so good? do you care to talk about his game and why you loss to him..I think alot of readers are interested on this

88keyz





Mar 1, 09 19:28:58

Don't forget that playing higher vs (presumably) better opponents will improve your game a ton. Which obv helps your bottom line even more.

R_W





Mar 1, 09 19:57:56

I would love to hear what you think of fullflush as far as his table manner, play etc. He's really making a splash and kinda stirring the pot like Ilari did for a while (and still is lol)

LaKeyU





Mar 1, 09 22:47:28

fwiw I wouldn't click that link above, or any tinylink.com links. tinylink.com/randomcrap type links can send you to any website and might be dangerous

adamw005





Mar 1, 09 22:47:40

fwiw I wouldn't click that link above, or any tinylink.com links. tinylink.com/randomcrap type links can send you to any website and might be dangerous

adamw005





Mar 1, 09 22:55:11

10 lb bass is my cousins husband Dee Tiller..he was on PAD cash game with PA,Doyle, elezra,

kws2004





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February 27, 2009

Day 18

Took down the last post, getting wayyy too many PMs and emails about stuff. I appreciate all the help people are trying to give, but I got it figured out, and it really isnt a big deal. I just wanted to vent a little bit because i had a bad day, so thanks. Back to food, here is yesterday.
 
1015am : 1.5 cups kashi, 1.25 cups unsweetened almond milk, 1 whole banana
 
So.. I decided to play some HA instead of going to jiu jitsu. Games were good for some short stacks.. so far I am running like balls though and might decide to busto my account. We shall see.
 
Yah.. lost like 140ish. Was not fun. Should have gone to jits, now I don’t know what to do for my workout, I really wish all my olift stuff was here. I guess ill go do a p90x cardio and some yoga. That always makes me feel good.
 
110pm : handful of dried guava slices. OMG I cant I forgot I ordered these. This is the best stuff ever. It is like eating candy. I know the sugar content is pretty high with dehydration etc etc, but there are tons of good nutrients in guava. Does anyone know if any of that is lost during the dehydration process?
 
130pm : 50 mins p90x cardio, 10 mins stretching
 
235pm : protein shake, 1.25 scoops whey, 2.5 tbsp ground flaxseed, 1 tbsp PB, 1 banana
 
500pm : 2oz beef jerkey, banana flax bar
 
545pm : handful sunflower seeds in shell
 
745pm : 3oz bison filet, broccoli quinoa shrimp leftovers

Somewhere around here the big downswing happens..
 
1045pm : kashi and almond milk, ½ pound strawberries
 
1230pm : dried guava, lots because im depressed. I wonder how many calories are in half a pound of dried guava

I went to bed pretty early and read some George Martin. His series, a Song of Ice and Fire is one of the best I have ever read, and i highly recommend it to everyone. Check it out, you wont be disappointed.

-David

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Feb 27, 09 19:30:37

other blog was better

rookie





Feb 27, 09 21:00:13

Dude, your mixing up the kashi, almond milk with the protein shake, whey protein shakes. That's obviously why you lost the 140.

:) Just kidding. Man, that must take some serious discipline to eat like that. That's funny that you're reading George Martin's Song of Ice and Fire. I find that series to be extremely depressing. I downloaded the audiobooks on torrents, and for some reason they make me want to open up a vein. The stories are so fucked up. It's like the "good" guys never win. Definitely not LOTR that's for sure. I'm addicted though, I need to download the other ones that have come out. I believe I'm up to the 5th book in the series now.

Ordin





Feb 27, 09 21:07:13

Today I ate a banana and lost 100K.

Alekhine81





Feb 27, 09 22:18:43

ack dont change your blog because of some nvg morons its a really good read. Its pretty cool to read about all the cool spots you visit, and what its like to actually play in the big games. It shows a human side to this whole gambling way of life which some people seem to forget; that we are in fact people with real feelings and real emotions.

slayerv1





Feb 27, 09 22:54:05

Hey DB, try the yoga p90x dvd. I found it pretty tough for the first 45 minutes or so and I definitely think its a better workout than cardio. Although since you do yoga quite a bit, it may not be as hard.

chardukian





Feb 27, 09 23:29:54

slayerev:

but what about nvg morons?

Are they people too?

Cloud





Feb 28, 09 12:44:50

David,
I wouldn't about your detractors. While they understandably are very annoying to you, they make up a very small percentage of the people that visit your blog, and they are over-represented among those who give you feedback.

DuDot





Feb 28, 09 16:07:36

Dave, forget about the negative comments. You have the best blog on here because you're willing to bitch about things others feel and just keep inside.

I don't really give a damn about your diet or bad beats, but we all have to deal with taxes, emotions, and life suckage. I enjoy hearing about your life and your opinions. You write well beyond your age. Keep the personal blogs coming.

drillbill





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February 26, 2009

Day 16
 
1110am : 1.25 cups kashi high protein, 1.25 cups vanilla almond milk, ½ pound strawberries.
 
I set my alarm pretty early today so I could go to no gi jiu jitsu in the morning, and really really didn’t want to get out of bed. I did, only to find all my crap still balled up in my bad disgusting and wet. I found my excuse not to go. I am going to do some kind of workout though, I am just kind of annoyed at myself for giving an excuse to skip. My body always seems broken down after getting killed in gi jiu jitsu, so I feel like justifying it with ‘ow my body needs rest it’s in pain bad news bears.’ I Will probably do some intervals on the bike, or maybe that p90x cardio workout. Hate all you want, that kills me more than any other workouts I do.
 
I also shipped like 60k in some HA games right before I did this workout. That was fun, felt a little bit better about poker as a whole, and found out I am still up a good salary for the average college graduate on the year.
 
100pm : 50 minute p90x cardio workout, again, I don’t care what u say, this works me way harder than intervals on the bike. 3x9x20kg kb clean press. 10 mins stretching
 
205pm : 1.25 scoops whey, 2.5 tbsp ground flax seed, 1 tbsp peanut butter, 1 whole banana
 
Away baseball game today, double header, had to pack a lot of snacks.
 
500pm : 3oz beef jerkey, 1 banana flax raw bar
 
720pm : 1.5 scoops whey in shaker
 
810pm : lara bar
 
920pm : ½ lara bar, this flavor sucked (cherry pie)
 
1220am : 7oz bison filet, shrimp broccoli quinoa, 2 glasses beringer
 
130am on : 2/3 bottle champagne, 1 cup OJ.
 
350am : half pound strawberries, 3 oz beef jerkey.
 
 
 
Day 17
 
1200pm : 3 pieces salmon nigiri, 2 pieces super white tuna, 1 eel avocado hand roll, half bowl edamame, 2 hot green teas
 
250pm : lara bar
 
530pm : lara bar
 
655pm : 25 mins intervals on bike, 1x8x20kg KB swing, 1x12x28kg kb swing, 2x10x28kg kb swing. 3x12xresistance band standing press
 
I had very little energy today and had to cut my workout short for dinner plans. Those resistance band standing presses are killer btw, my arms burned like crazy during them, and I can only assume I will be suffering tomorrow for it. Fortunately I wont have to throw any BP or anything because we have a JV game tomorrow. I will likely try to wake up early and get a workout in before the game, though I doubt I will be able to make it to jiu jits, it is still too early for my schedule and am prob going out downtown tonight.
 
 
This video is hilarious for those of you that missed it. In response to it, I decided to go all out tonight. Props to AEJONES for making this possible.
 
830-1015pm : CHEAT MEAL (again). I didn’t fk around this time. Lettuce wraps with duck, venison, qual, peppers, cabbage. Beer sampler, 2oz of 7 diff beers (this was a brewery that is sposed to be awesome). Ended up liking the amber ale, so got 2 pints of that. The Vienna lager was an award winning brew, but I really like ambers. 2 sliders (mini burgers) with lots of those mini onion rings and ranch. 6 chicken wings with ranch, 12 beer battered French fries. 1/3 of a chocolate mousse dessert. I feel like the fattest kid in the world, but this was soooooo good. Such an awesome meal. Definitely not worth it based on how I feel right now, and how I will feel over the next couple hours. Will probably repeat the sliders and the chocolate mousse at some point, as well as the amber ale. Great food spot, really enjoyed it.
 
HAHAHAHA Aejones sent me one more. Some of you may remember me bitching about a pretzel incident in my blog a while ago where they wouldn’t put salt on my pretzel dog and it made me pretty unhappy. This is almost as good as the first one.
 
1030pm on : 2 glasses champagne, 1 crown and diet coke
 
130am : ½ pound strawberries
 
I fell asleep watching the sandlot. I haven’t seen that movie in forever, and it was as awesome as I remember.
 
-David

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Feb 26, 09 13:01:36

haha that is the funny

thehenge





Feb 26, 09 13:15:58

thats just fkn hilarious

ckinson





Feb 26, 09 13:34:22

A E JOOOOOOOOOOOONES!!

Rollinhand007





Feb 26, 09 13:46:26

Funny blog :)

3oz of beef jerky at once? I hope that is some really low sodium stuff.

MoBeer





Feb 26, 09 15:01:12

I think it's time for an AEJONES vid!

dakkon





Feb 26, 09 15:56:13

1st Video is hilarious. AeJones took it right out of your blog post.

AppleSeed





Feb 26, 09 18:47:31

why don't you go get raped by fullflush again

grogheadflow7





Feb 26, 09 20:52:56

I'm embarassed that I understand the comic genius of those movies.

Rerazor177





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February 24, 2009

Day 14
 
1150am : 1.25 cups kashi, 1 cup silk light vanilla soy, 1 whole banana. I slept for a while, felt really good.
 
130pm : 2 25 minute interval training workouts on stationary bike split up by 15 minutes of stretching and pushups
 
250pm : 1.5 scoops whey, 1 whole banana, 1.25 tbsp peanut butter, 2.5 tbsp ground flax seed
 
540pm : ½ pound strawberries, handful mixed nuts
 
800pm : 6oz broccoli, 16 small shrimp, 1 cup cooked quinoa, 1 glass cabernet. Really full after this meal wow.
 
Probably going out tonight, one of my ladyfriend’s bday is tonight and a bunch of people are going out for it. I suppose I should join in the festivities. Hopefully I can get to bed at a reasonable hour and go to jiu jitsu in the morning, but who knows. If not, Monday class isn’t until 630, so I can take my gear and go after practice.
 
1100pm : Lara bar
 
150pm : 3 eggs 1 yolk, ½ pound strawberries, 8 almonds
 
Nothing much to report today, took it easy for the most part. Went over to a friends and just hung out and watched a movie. Going to go lay down early tonight and read a bit, hopefully get up in time for jiu jitsu in the morning.
 
Day 15
 
1200pm : 1.25 cups kashi, 1 cup unsweetened vanilla almond milk, 1 whole banana. !!! the almond milk tastes great, just found something new that is prob healthier than regular and soy. Yay.
 
I set my alarm for 945am, but couldn’t get up at that time. I think I fell asleep around 230, but I am still catching up on sleep from 2 nights ago. I will take my gear with me and get to the evening jiu jitsu workout after baseball practice. I think when I go early in the day I am pretty worn out, but a lot of times practice runs late, or we have a game and I cant make it or something to the evening class. I think tomorrow I need to just suck at up and get there.
 
200pm : leftover broccoli shrimp quinoa, ate until I was semi full then stopped, still have about half a meal worth left.
 
430pm : lara bar
 
530pm : 1.5 scoops whey in shaker
 
630pm : 95 minutes jiu jitsu
 
840pm : 1.25 scoops whey, 1 whole banana, 1 tbsp peanut butter, 2.5 tbsp ground flax seed
 
Hrm.. felt really good, so decided to 4 table fullflush a bit at 100-200. Lost like 130k. Wasn’t very fun. Everything outside of poker has been awesome, and usually when that is the case, poker is awesome. Oh well. I think I am down a little bit on the year, lost like 200 to this fullflush guy over the last 2 sessions, so prob not going to play him unless I figure out why he is raping my face off. I tried to put hands in pokerhand, but it seems to have frozen up. Basically, he just ownd me every pot, so that’s what you should expect to see in the HHs.
 
Honestly I am just not that into poker right now. I felt really good today, and thought I was going to soul crush, but it didn’t work out like that. I am super happy with the coaching thing, though it takes a ton of time. It has been going very well and I am enjoying myself. We have 2 games tomorrow vs a 4A public school like an hour away, should be pretty interesting to see if we can battle. I enjoyed Saturday running on 3 hours of sleep and doing baseball stuff for 8 hours. I never thought I would enjoy it this much, but it is just going great and I feel like I am contributing a lot to the team.
 
Jiu jitsu isn’t going as well as I would like. My knee kinda kept me away, but I got in the gym today and had a great workout. I even got a pretty sick arm bar from mount when he tried to roll me off, though I did get collar choked a few times. I guess I am going to just have to learn to deal with the gi, since most of the workouts that fit my schedule happen to be gi. I don’t want to not get work in, so I have to go to those classes. I am going to try to wake up early and make the 11am no gi class, but I’m not sure I can do that. 11am is really really early.
 
I got some steaks on the grill and a glass of red wine, and thanks to fullflush, I am going to catch up on 24. That is what he is doing tonight, so maybe it’s the lucky thing to do. But I mean, life is awesome, wtf can I complain about. So I lost a couple hundred K clicking buttons, so what. I am getting in awesome shape, feel great about life, am figuring out what I want to do with myself, and am just really in a good place right now. Poker is poker, and I will continue to play when games are good (maybe fullflush doesn’t constitute a good game for me quite yet). Anyways, I am going to go flip my steaks.
 
1150pm : 7oz bison filet, leftover broccoli 6 shrimp quinoa, glass of an 04 Beringer
 
-David

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Feb 24, 09 01:07:18

u shldve asked for 10k/hr at least to mitigate the pain! next time tho david i think every1 wants to see this kid take a good beating!

jcl





Feb 24, 09 03:16:06

Hell yeah, that fullflush guy is a twat in his chat, would be nice to see someone nail him to the wall.

Hokulea





Feb 24, 09 05:55:37

FULLFLUSH i believe 95% sure to be MAFEWS under a new name. Every indication points towards it being him as 1 he had a downswing under mafews and stopped using the account and 2 his attitude and play is very very similar...but im sure you will know more about that than i do :-)

iplayer1





Feb 24, 09 08:56:59

LOL @ glass of 04 Beringer, Baller Status

wiggy1182





Feb 24, 09 09:40:06

I read your blog everyday and cant help but see you hype the jazz apple. You should try a Honeycrisp apple def the best apple ive ever had. you wont be disappointed and you will crush the fullflush

buddha any1





Feb 24, 09 11:17:37

i used to get the honeycrisp a lot, lately though the ones i have gotten havent been so great, and lack that overall crispness that i know and love. I switched over to the jazz as i guess its in a better season now for them or something, because they are always super crisp and sweet. mmmmmm

David B





Feb 24, 09 14:14:20

that last paragraph really is great. it's nice to see you feeling good about stuff, even in the midst of a shitty day at the tables.

-tay

Taylor





Feb 26, 09 05:27:22

small bet to induce action

You said in a video you made that you wanted a name for the "small bet to PRODUCE ACTION and TILT" so why not call it a PAT bet (one that "produces action and tilt").

Enjoy

Fill_Lock





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February 22, 2009

Day 13
 
Before talking about food, I want to address the 56 vs KJ hand I had on Poker After Dark. I am getting a lot of questions about my thought process during that hand, so I suppose I should talk about it a little bit. Before I say anything, I want to say that I think Doyle is a super awesome guy, a great ambassador for poker, and just an overall nice person that is impossible to hate.
 
The general outline is, there isn’t a single hand he ever has on that river that he is bluffing with there. Not one. He is never double floating me, then raising super small after tanking for two minutes. It is just not a play that is in his arsenal, nor the arsenal of any winning/half decent player. This was definitely not an easy spot, and what I find myself doing most often is just saying screw it then calling, which I just don’t think is the most profitable play.
 
The only hand I can conceivably beat on the river here is KJ. That is it. ONE hand. There isn’t anything else that will call the flop, call the turn, tanking for like 90 seconds on the river then make a super itty bitty raise, and with my range, I decided it would be absolutely terrible to value raise KJ on the river in Doyle’s spot. Obviously, if we want to be results oriented fish, we can be like haha Doyle OWND raptor what a stupid fish he folded TRIPS ZOMG ZOMG what a stupid ‘net’ this just proves how hard ‘vets’ own.
 
Well, yes, he ownd me, but he thought he was value betting, when he is getting paid off by NOTHING except hands that beat him. I am folding AK/KQ there, but he doesn’t know that, and those are the only possible hands he could possibly expect to pay off there that he can beat. He decided to act like the stereotypical live player and think oh, this kid raised in EARLY position and bet all the streets on a K high board, he must have the AK.
 
I admit, I look extremely silly on tv here, but if I had to run that exact situation a thousand more times, I would still fold every single one of them based on my read(yes I am aware this opens up opportunities to turn top pair into a bluff blah blah we can talk this in circles). There just aren’t enough hands that I beat in that specific spot, and I am still utterly convinced calling there is lighting money on fire in the long term.
 
Unfortunately, I made the mistake of giving Doyle too much credit. I find that happens a lot in live games I play in, well, even online for that matter, and it causes me to make a few errors I wouldn’t make if I just continued to play under the assumption that everyone is an idiot. Unfortunately again, this makes me look like a huge idiot, but I am ok with that. I am not going to get mathematical and break down hand ranges and blah blah because that is boring, but I went with my read that Doyle thought Doyle had the best hand and that I thought Doyle thought about my entire range of hands instead of putting me on the AK, and made the very tiny super small value raise based on that. My read was incorrect, and I cost myself the biggest pot of the night because of it.
 
The closed minded individuals that are like haha stupid nit ‘net’ is scared to play in that big game with all that LIVE money zomg he shoulda just checked river.. well, I don’t even really know how to respond to that other than LOL there is a reason you don’t win money at poker. I think the decision was super close, and honestly could have easily gone the other way if I had a slightly different read, or he gave off something or if anything at all changed. Based on the information I had, I felt a fold was the best play. A super close play, but the best play. That’s all I got, Love you guys, thanks so much for all the support. Now back to the food log, wheeeeeee.
 
745am 1.25 cups kashi go lean crunch, 1 banana, ½ pound strawberries, 1 cup silk light vanilla soy
 
Yeah.. I did really good at falling asleep. Went to bed at like 230 which was huge accomplishment for me. Unfortunately, I had a drunk visitor banging on my bedroom window and yelling out my name at about 405. I had to talk her down quickly and tell her to gtfo effectively, but it bothered me and I couldn’t fall back asleep for a while. I finally did though after what must have been an hour, and here I am now. Going to be a loooooong day.
 
1110am : lara bar
 
200pm : 1.5 scoops whey in shaker at game
 
510pm : FAT MEAL: 6 bbq chicken wings, 6 oz grilled chicken breast, 1 strip bacon, ½ bun (probably had butter on it), 10 steak fries (the big delicious fat ones), ½ tbsp ranch dressing, 1 diet dr pepper.
 
Need a nap now, we lost baseball game, but to best team in our conference, so whatever. Was really fun, but like 47 with 30 mph winds. This is not cool when its 80 and sunny and no wind all week. I am exhausted.
 
Just took a 2 hour nap, it is like 930 now and I wrote up a little bit about the doyle hand and put it at the front of the log. Skipping the workout today, I am just too damned tired to get on the bike. I threw about 250 pitches off the mound today for BP before the game at a pretty rapid fire pace, so that got my blood pumping and a sweat going a little bit at least. Better than nothing, but cant count this as a workout day obv.
 
950pm : 6oz salmon, 1 cup cooked quinoa, 1 glass red wine. I am debating going out. I didn’t really go out last night because I had to get up so early, but I also barely got any sleep so am pretty exhausted. I will see where this glass of Bonneau Cabernet takes me.
 
Yeah, it is 11pm now, and no chance I can go out. I am absolutely exhausted. Going to go read a little bit and get to bed early. Going to maybe do a 2aday workout tomorrow to make up for today. We shall see.
 
Short stacked some decent 1-2 plo games made a quick 20k before bed, so that was helpful.
 
100am : apple, 2 eggs 1 yolk, 2oz beef jerkey

Sleeeeeeeeeeep.

-David

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Feb 22, 09 13:35:47

Doyle definitely didn't put you on a 6; he was value raising all the way. Regardless of the outcome, I thought it was a stellar laydown. Generally speaking, he's never raising the river with worse. And, in his mind, it wasn't. Ha ha.

knox828





Feb 22, 09 14:13:51

"This was definitely not an easy spot, and what I find myself doing most often is just saying screw it then calling, which I just don’t think is the most profitable play."

At one point it looked like you were going to do exactly this, but then you went back in the tank.

As soon as I saw him going for the raise I knew it'd give you a sick feeling. Shitty spot, but if KJ isn't in his range its a fold and I wouldn't have expected doyle to raise KJ there either.

DevinLake





Feb 22, 09 14:14:06

David,

After playing with the best live players in the world, do you feel that they are better than a standard 5-10 player on teh internet?

I've played a pretty limited amount of live poker but everytime I play I am pretty astounded with the poor play from most of the regulars. Is that true in the highest limits of the game?

sniderstyle





Feb 22, 09 15:29:29

David,

Your hand earlier with Gabe where you called his bluff down with KQ also had to be in Doyle's mind when he made his raise.

Calind





Feb 22, 09 16:04:37

he was so owned when he realized you had the 6 (after everyone told him). you could see the shock on his face when he realized how terrible his move was.

all day you get shown boats in that spot. gf gh imo.

nworb





Feb 22, 09 16:25:20

But dude...

Did you miss the hand he played against Cole on A6xK6 when he had T7off and floated two streets to bluffraise the river?
Plus, Doyle never won any hands! :-)
I was thinking, Oh man Doyle is gonna feel like he got slowrolled when Rapor calls. Then when you told him what you had I was sure you was calling.

And no he didn't own you. He just happened to get lucky with a bad valueraise. SICK MERGE DOYLE!

I'm really enjoying the show so far. Was hoping to see more action between Eli and you guys tho but I still got one ep to watch so who knows.

gg.

Rollinhand007





Feb 22, 09 16:35:42

Rollin,

Pretty sure in the hand against Cole, Doyle was in position and checked back the flop as the pfr.

DevinLake





Feb 22, 09 16:43:01

"He decided to act like the stereotypical live player.."
Never heard that about Doyle before,

MrVandalay





Feb 22, 09 17:05:19

David, I understand that you think Doyle's play was bad, but given who is he - a legendary player, and by all accounts a super nice older gentleman who always shows respect for his opponents - I think this blog is pretty immature and classless.

You have every right to defend your fold, and obviously as part of your defense you should talk about his thought process in the hand. Even if you think his play was bad - which I agree with you it was - you have temper your comments about him with respect given who he is, and I was surprised and dissappointed by the tone of your comments about Doyle, saying things like you thought his play was "absolutely terrible" and that he "decided to act like the stereotypical live player.

Your comments about Doyle were even more suprising and dissappointing given what he had to say about you in his post-show comments - saying that that he thought you would be a great player.

Again, to voice you comments about him in the way you did in a widely-read public forum is pretty classless and immature and I think you owe him an apology.

sillydonkey





Feb 22, 09 17:27:11

Thanks for the explanation, I was wondering about that hand since if KJ is in his range (which you kind of said it was on TV), it's a really easy call.

Orome





Feb 22, 09 17:35:47

David - What a nit-fest that game would have been if you weren't sitting! I think you played exceptionally well for the entire week. You seemed very genuine and handled yourself well on TV.

PS - I knew you were fked when he raised on the Jack river because I had a feeling you might not even include KJ in his PF range; Let alone his VALUE RAISING range. Oh well. If you play with Doyle again on PAD I'd love to see how you both adjust to the dynamic you guys built over a few hundred hands.

GL with everything, especially your coaching.

ruleoftwo





Feb 22, 09 17:44:51

"Again, to voice you comments about him in the way you did in a widely-read public forum is pretty classless and immature and I think you owe him an apology."

Not knowing David from Adam, but I suspect if he and Doyle talked about the hand afterwards, David is the type of person who would tell Doyle that his play was terrible straight up. Just because Doyle is an all time great, should not exclude him from criticism. Given the amount of comments this and Davids last blog have recieved, lots of people want him to comment on this particular hand. This obviously means commenting on the hand from Doyle's angle also. I dont think that David's comments were overly harsh and even the "decided to act like the stereotypical live player" comment seemed slightly in jest imo.

cormacbuzz





Feb 22, 09 17:55:20

Sillydonkey, just for you, i included a preface to what i wrote. I DO think doyle is a great guy, and NO WHERE in my post was I speaking against him as a person, just this particular play. I think you are going a little off your rocker, but I can see how someone may think I am being overly harsh.

David B





Feb 22, 09 18:03:41

i don't want to be mean to doyle, but i seriously doubt he could beat 5/10 NL online after watching some of the plays he made there.

did it seem to you that doyle even considered hand ranges? it didn't seem that way to me. even with the horrible bluff with 107 vs cts's AQ, doyle said on the saturday wrapup that he didn't think cts would call, but doyle clearly was just thinking that cts wouldn't have the balls to call instead of thinking about the big hands (or rather lack thereof) he was representing himself.

robmandflee





Feb 22, 09 18:16:52

So did Doyle tell you he had KJ after the game was over? If so how did you react or say?

Ibanez8185





Feb 22, 09 18:18:20

David can you fault Doyle for value raising if his range for you was just KQ, or AK? It seems to me that he never considered any hands but those two and was heavily influenced by the way you played KQ against Gabe. I'm not sure anyone can be faulted for how they played this hand especially considering what we saw leading up to that hand. The only thing that can be taken away from this hand and I think Doyle did, was that you are a more dynamic player than he thought you were.

Calind





Feb 22, 09 18:37:55

David,
You are totally looking at this the wrong way. You played a big hand with a legend and this something you can always talk about. Plus, you made the right play, who cares what anyone else says.

leadoff22





Feb 22, 09 18:53:36

If doyle thought that AK was his range, did he not think AA would bet 3 streets as well? I wonder if he thought AA would lay down to a raise there.

When I saw the J fall, I thought it was going to get david paid, but wasn't sure if doyle would raise cause he still cant beat AA.

lefty2432





Feb 22, 09 19:07:39

David, I appreciate your response to my comment about your post, and I am glad you recognize that your comments on Doyle's play could be easily interpreted as overly harsh.

The truth is that if your comments were directed at any other player I wouldn't care enough to comment, but again, because of who Doyle is and what he had to say about you publically, I think that he should enjoy some deference with respect to the tone of your comments about his play in this case - otherwise, I just think it makes us internet players come off as cocky and disrespectful.

That said, I agree with you that I went too far with my initial comment....it was written in the heat of the moment. Again, thank you for your response. I remain a huge fan.

sillydonkey





Feb 22, 09 19:29:39

You are of course not an idiot you are to my mind one of the brightest poker minds in the history of the game. Still I think you made mistake by not calling and here is why. I watched Doyle a lot on TV and read his book. He is never floating two streets with a very strong he is always raising, always. He plays his made hands very aggressively. If he had a 6 he would atleast raise the turn if not the flop. If he had 88 he would raise the turn. The only two hands he could really have there were JJ(we saw him calling pre with JJ) and KJ. So if he has JJ well what can you do just pay him off.

P.S It is really easy to judge when you sit on the sofa wathcing PAD :)

Timdan





Feb 22, 09 20:14:40

At the time of the fold was good based on the assumptions had about dolye's game and fact he was value betting. However saying you would make that fold again is just being stubborn. You have to change your play according to new information you learn about the player and redo your assumption you have about doyle's game.

That being said.


Doyle almost never slow plays.. KK he reraise preflop, 6 on the flop he would raise, bink 88 on the turn he would raise the turn.

Maybe he only calls pre with JJ, then get there calling two streets and catches the river. Thats one hand that 1/3 likely to be out there then KJ.

You are good 66 percent of the time against doyle in that spot and only need to be good 25 percent of the time to make that call. You are burning 70k each time you make that fold against doyle.

navila





Feb 22, 09 20:21:03

Just wanted to say that I thought you played great and came off really well on PAD.

I think your thought process for the 56 vs KJ hand makes obv sense and I'm pretty sure if you gave the hand history and your reads to any other world class player like yourself, most of them would come to the same decision.

BananaBalla





Feb 22, 09 20:25:40

To all the people saying this is classless, I hate the twofacedness of the poker world where everyone constantly talks about how they like people who are scumbags and say that terrible well known players play good. Keep keeping it real IMO

Timex





Feb 22, 09 20:49:25

yah.. and i just wanted to add I thought you played great overall and would were the favorite at that table to win the most in the long run.

navila





Feb 22, 09 20:58:20

Historically Doyle doesn't slow play often. But we did see him slow play AK and JJ pre-flop during the week.

David is right. That was a horrible play by Doyle and it's near impossible to make that call and think it is correct long term. A lot of \$50NL players even know not to raise that river.

emshiarla





Feb 22, 09 21:20:40

I also wanted to add the comments that there is no exact way to play every hand and that is why i love this game so much, same hand, same players, different circumstances based on past hands, past histories, steam, tilt, etc. Doyle is amazing, but even the most amazing players make bad plays and bad calls... it happens and you can't be afraid to criticize his play if it's the wrong one, it's the same criteria that makes you a better player in being able to analyze hands after and see what you did wrong and be able to call out your own mistakes. It was a crazy interesting spot and the discussion is incredible and enlightening.

Hokulea





Feb 22, 09 22:04:33

How many times did Doyle doze off? I set the over under and about 7. Any takers?

rookie





Feb 22, 09 23:32:08

"Doyle is a super awesome guy, a great ambassador for poker, and just an overall nice person that is impossible to hate."

--> Yeah, a racist fat redneck capitalist pig who votes republican and states in his blog he agrees with the throwing of the atomic bomb over Hiroshima and Nagasaki. A really COOL guy.

"745am 1.25 cups kashi go lean crunch, 1 banana, ½ pound strawberries, 1 cup silk light vanilla soy"

--> I dont care how many banana's you eat a day. You really have a problem with food issues.

Alekhine81





Feb 23, 09 01:08:46

when i saw the hand i knew you was going to fold, for the reasons you stated... putting him on a bluff is rediculous

that was one nasty spot

freekie





Feb 23, 09 09:20:12

Alkhine do you realize that it was estimated that the U.S. and Japan would each lose over 100,000 lives if the bombs hadn't been dropped and the U.S. had been forced to invade the island of Japan?

Calind





Feb 23, 09 09:24:31

Emshiarla, can you really fault Doyles play? I think the correct thing to do is to fault his read. His read was too narrow (KQ,AK). But if that's the read he has then his play is right on.

Calind





Feb 23, 09 11:37:58

lol @ the guy who said if KJ *IS* in doyles range its an easy call. Yes if the one hand he could possibly have we beat is in his range then obv its an easy call. lolz

mc4chess





Feb 23, 09 12:06:24

bonneau cabernet? sonoma came out w/something good? lol.

XxPanchoXx





Feb 23, 09 12:12:43

well i think this hand is a great example of the different ranges in a live game. Doyle must have put Dave on AA AK maybe KQs and i think he even commented somewhere in the show about being surprised you raising UTG with 56. one thing i have seen Doyle do on high stakes poker is make very good thin value raises and river bets. Doyle maybe be more used to playing against guys who will call his river raise with AK AA and KQ. as someone who plays a lot live i have always admired Doyle's ability to get max value.

ken aces





Feb 23, 09 12:31:21

"lol @ the guy who said if KJ *IS* in doyles range its an easy call. Yes if the one hand he could possibly have we beat is in his range then obv its an easy call. lolz"

Yea, lol. Silly me. Basing my statement on hand combinations and pot odds.

Oh, and I didn't say it was an easy call, just that it would be a call.

DevinLake





Feb 23, 09 13:23:21

i understand how you folded the hand david and respect your blog. Your comments about doyle are correct its your blog and in no way were you disrespectful. You cant have this amount of fame and appear on such shows as PAD and not have an opinion and be afraid to voice it.

antibrdy





Feb 23, 09 16:30:56

easy insta shove.

/discussion

h1nt0n





Feb 23, 09 22:18:30

big lay down

I dont know if you read this but i"ll comment any way. That was the best hand of the show in my opinion ,watched it twice actually. I think you had Doyle on KK when he makes the river bet . I tried to put myself in your shoes when I watched it the second time . When I did , you just cant really call. You just get shown the house`there and I think you made a huge laydown. If you shove which would have been really wild , your hoping he folds .....thats about it . Crazy hand well played. Wish they would put out a players edition where you only get to see one players hand [ choose the player you want] and you play the hand with them so to speak . The masses wouldnt like that though ...

Helpme





Feb 23, 09 22:35:24

the internet is for stupid people

INTERNETPOKERS





Feb 24, 09 00:51:48

dude, I don't think you looked silly at all in that hand... tbh, anyone who knows anything would say that doyle is the one that looked extremely silly in that pot.

That hand was a perfect example of how sometimes making a mistake will win you a pot... ie doyle

Goodfella_84





Feb 24, 09 08:55:17

Calind, yeah I can fault Doyle's play there. It's always a mistake when your raise will only get called by hands that beat you. KQ would have been insta-mucked while AK would think and fold most of the time by most players.

The look on his face after he found out David had a 6 said it all. He knew he blew it and got lucky. Doesn't happen to Doyle that often.

emshiarla





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